Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Left to right: Jun, Jennihua, Moi, Saudi Arabia, JoyJoy, YaYa....
8/31/2004 11:54:00 pm
Left to right: Saudi Arabia, Moi, Jennihua, Jun
8/31/2004 11:46:00 pm
tis is my dear dear.... dun play play wor... dear got sword of honour in combat engineer wor... handsome or not? hahaha!!!
8/31/2004 11:36:00 pm
$85k. thats approximately wat u need to study overseas for 2.5yrs... a approximate figure derived by my colleague. tts been on my mind whole day. beside thinkin of $85k, i been thinkin of the ability of a couple to withstand the test of time and distance. I used to believe i wont be able to succeed in conquering this barrier. i believed strongly in tt last time. up till last mth, i still believed in wat i believed in. cos i feel tt my determination, my ability to trust pple and trust myself isnt tt fantastic. now? haha... my belief is...is... still there.... but not as strong... well maybe its a strong belief on some days... and a weak one on other days... this is so me... duhz....
i asked a fren jus now abt this qns. he said tt he has a fren who managed to overcome the test of distance and time. they were together for 1/2 a yr, apart for 3 yrs and now their love is strong... their belief? nothing will be a barrier no more... *applause*
me? i..... i..... i............ i duno...
okok change topic... hmmm.... i... i.......i.......i shall celebrate teacher's day tomolo! cos i on off.... and today at work or rather this week, for the first time, i didnt hear any word of variance from tt moron... And a veri interestin n proud news... ehhee... from sat till now, i have earned 4 referral fees... or issit 3? hmm...nvm... its still good... if this carries on, this month's salary shall be higher... heehhee.....
Just now check dear dear's blog... someone said he prefer his blog wif more photos than words... so.... where r e photos??? i waitin for updates wor.... =p
Hmm... shall end my bloggie here.. huggies.......
8/31/2004 11:14:00 pm
Monday, August 30, 2004
Yesterday was a scary day... my heart pumped a lot... n real fast too... haha...Cos i went to dear dear's family gathering which was held at his uncle's newly opened restaurant "rite-bite"<-- think tts e name. Almost all of dear's daddy side of e family were there... scary man... It was held as a family gathering and to celebrate dear commissioning to be an officer... "CONGRATULATIONS SHAWN ON YOUR PROMOTION!" hahaha....
On e way there, i experienced how dear's family converse wif each other. They came to pick me up... was nearly late cos mr shawn liu told me a somehow later timing... duhz... Dear dun argue... u said 1:15pm ok.... =p Luckily i rushed down... else bad impression... =p
Dear's cousins quite cute... especially the smallest one... Cher...cher... duno wat... hahah... veri hard to pronouce her name... so sweet lookin... i find the way she bats her eyelids..wif the thick eyelashes simply adoring... =)
The food was nice... tried the meat loaf... mashed potatoes... and my favourite mushroom soup.... the restaurant has a overall warm feelin... nice... i believe wif the friendly attitude the uncle has, the business will prosper.
Other than these, my heart was pumping quite fast... especially when dear leave the table... veri scared... but still ok lah... dear tried to minimise the time spent away from the table... i like the way dear's mum and his sis tok... veri funni... his sis veri cheerful one... i believe she is veri well liked by her frens...
Just before we left the restaurant, dear's grandma told me tt next time she go dear's house cook soup for dear i must come along too... so paiseh... =p....
After that dear drove his dad to his shop then his mum, sis, dear and me went to Suntec... His mum and sis went to e royal sporting house i think... while dear and me went to the IT exhibition... Comex... lots of pple.... And my feet kena e most.... Toes kena stepped a few times... so painful.... Anywae dear bought a thumbdrive... which seems to be a veri good deal...
After tt we went to Marche makan... i like the sambal stingray's sambal... hahha.... Went to Esprit and Top shop... dear was lookin for some tops... I like dear in white best.... Cool dude! Proceeded to esplanade for some photo taking. Dear loves takin shots... experimentin wif his camera... adjustin the stand... i haf a feelin he goin to change his digi cam in e near future..... Wat say u dear? hahaha... I like standing there on e bridge dear... the breeze so nice... be it land or sea breeze dear... With u by my side, i feel contended... realli contended... lovely....
Went to fetch dear's daddy and dear drove dad home before sendin me home... so sweet of u dear... i'm jus afraid tt u will be more tired....
Today work was veri borin... nothing much to do... Able to dig out all those forwarded emails yvonne sent me to read and laf at... Raymond helped me calculate how much i might need for overseas studies... $85k.... for 2 and 1/2 yrs of study... includin almost all e expenses ba... duhz... seein amt made me ultra sad... somehow i haf a feelin things wont turn out well... dear... u know wat i mean? and u know how i feel abt it rite? dear... pls advise... i'm realli troubled abt this...
8/30/2004 09:33:00 pm
Guess... can i drive?
8/30/2004 08:34:00 pm
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Feelin a bit sleepy now... slept late last nite and woke up ard 9 this mornin to sweep floor... clear things... help mum out wif the praying things... my mum a wonderwoman... she do things at such a speed... so fast... duno how to describe to u bloggy....Yesterday dear dear came my house... haha... At home was mum, irine and pei pei... Then Yenling and auntie came over from next door... haha... seems like dear took it so much better than me... looks quite alright there... Mummy also didnt say much... jus chatted some stuffs... ask him some questions whilst i bath... Dear also helped me figure out how to post the pictures... hahaha... as seen in e previous post... hehehe.... thank you mr liu. After leaving my house, dear brought me to get a new specs... i chose... or rather, he chose.... a ..... brown specs.... its realli brown.... BROWN.... u noe mud colour??? ................. i was still thinkin if its too weird a colour.... "issit too old fashioned?" "issit too loud?" blah blah.... anywae its one of those half frames thingy... i like the shape though.... but.. brown? duno how i agreed to buy tt... dear u cast spells ah? hmmph... next week if i see liao i dun like ah... then u gimmi money buy another one... hahhaa.... or gimi money for lasik?!?!? heheheee.....
We wanted to go suntec... traffic was realli heavy..... and somehow somebody blur blur... blur till duno why took a wrong turning or sthin... end up getting stuck in e traffic again instead of getting into the carpark..... so we drove on.... changed our mind.... we go bugis.... but traffic still as bad.... We ended up being stuck on e road for nearly 1 hour plus 2? faint... and we were so desperate for e washrooms too... hahaha..... Ended up eating at bugis onli.... didnt managed to visit any starhub store... cos no more starhub at bugis!!! ahhahaha...suay....
On e way home, shawn received a call from his mum... who wanted to speak to me!!!!!!! i was terrified.... realli terrified..... "hi auntie" "oh not yet confirmed" "ok i will try".... urrgh!!!@_@
she ask me go for the gathering tomolo.... scary.... i not veri prepared for large gatherin over at his side..... scary.... realli scary.... wan to cry le..... but his mum call me liao... how to not go??? hmmm.... better resigned to my fate..... wahahahaha...... pray everything goes smoothly.... faster come faster go.....
Jus saw yenling on his dad's bike... seems fun travellin on a bike... e last time i on one was in indonesia... duno 5 or 6 yrs ago i think... hahha.... k lah enuff bloggin.... goin help to clear the praying stuffs le....
8/29/2004 10:48:00 am
Saturday, August 28, 2004
8/28/2004 04:56:00 pm
Friday, August 27, 2004
I cant stop scratching... my skin becomes very itchy stimes.... most of the time when i veri cold... end up scratchin till red red... jia lat... nowadays worse it think... duno wats wrong... dear goin to scream when he see me scratchin tomolo... cham... hope i can control....Anywae tomolo dear dear most prob comin over... this time i thin quite confirm... jialat... feel veri nervous abt it... maybe we will jus come over my house... hang ard a while and then go out again... haaha... maybe get him to fix the router? got to ask my bro... dear u nervous?
Today veri sian at work.... think my colleague realise it a lot... $$$... overseas... HSBC? hmmm... duno how.... he said he got a fren whose dad gave him $200k to study overseas... some pple are so damn rich... i wish i got the luck too.... but of cos there will be cons too... maybe i wont grow up to be wat i m? as in my character? hahaha.... Aniwae my colleague estimated tt he would need $60k if he were to study overseas... ME? think nan loh.........
Realli veri sian leh.... call my dear... ask him wan to book ani movies ornot.....
ME: alo...
DEAR: dear ah... wo zai da pool leh...
ME: huh?
DEAR: wo zai da pool leh... wo den yi xia da gei ni k?
ME: ok.....
Pool... i long time no play also.... lousy at it i think.... hahaha... still remember the last time i played pool was wif NPCO pple... so funni... i think countdown or sthin.... shld be last last yr ba.... or issit Christmas? i forgot.... Christmas reminds me of Huiling... Reminded me of the time we went to KTV to celebrate christmas... that was the 2nd last outing we haf wif her... The last one was a movie... wif dawei, jiaping, fangz they all... at bugis... and the last conversation wif her was via icq... she asked me out... but i said i cant make it.... sorry huiling... i m so sorry.... its too late le rite? huiling... ur departure was a great shock to us all... i couldnt believe it when mingshun told me tt time... i still remember it clearly... tt day... a sunday...
I was sleepin when Mingshun called me up... he asked if whether u or Fangz called me... I said nope... and went back to sleep...
After a while, i received another call from him again... He said sthin happened to u... he said u were gone... i couldnt believe it... i jumped out from bed and scolded him... i screamed at him... i told him not to play... not to joke... but i know sthin was wrong from his voice... and i started cryin too... he told me to on teletext... i went out and shouted for the tv remote... snatched it from my cousin... i kept cryin... thoughts jus appeared... i wished i was dreamin... havin a nightmare... i was shoutin... screaming at mingshun... i duno... i cant find the page... tears jus dropped... i saw the news... the words jus stared at me.. i couldnt read it at all... My aunt came into my house and saw me cryin... she shouted for my mum... my mum asked me wat on earth am i cryin for... i shouted back... huiling mei you le.... wo de peng you mei you le...
I jus kept readin... news sank into me... i hung up... b4 i hung up, Mingshun told me not to tell fangz yet... but i cant... i haf to tell her... I call her up... she sounded normal... but when i mentioned huiling, she admitted she found out too... she said the rest told her not to tell me... wat were they thinkin of i had no idea.... no idea at all.... i duno wat to do.... she duno wat to do... Somehow she arranged to come over... to my blk... but we ended walkin to her blk... On e way, thoughts jus kept comin to my mind.... We were supposed to go buy her present today her bdae present... the motorbike miniature thingy we saw at bugis tt time... we wanted to give her a surprise... now we cant... We were supposed to attend Keat Hong's performance at VCH tt day... Huiling said she will come... the tickets were all wif me... I was tryin to ctt her the night before... the sat nite... on e way to mac.... i was tryin to ctt her... i smsed her... tellin her to ctt me asap... tt i need to confirm her attendence... the phone got thru but no one answered... it jus kept ringin... i supposed at tt time, the accident had already happened... RSS Courageous... An accident tt could haf been avoided... negligence... i hate it....
We reached fangz home... we called up the co pple... to tell em... to inform em... i duno... cos we goin to the wake.... i couldnt tolerate it... callin em up... some knew of the incident... but none could confirm it was huiling... our dear huiling.. the jubilant, cheerful and friendly huiling... the sister... the ah beng to me... the ah beng tt always call me ah lian... the tan gal who loves sports.. esp bball... and mahjong.. the caring gal... responsible president... helpful senior... She put in a lot for co... she was dedicated to npco... i miss you....
We still went for the performance... but i was lookin ard more... cos huiling told me she will go one... she told me to reserve a tic for her... After tt we went to her blk... Mani met to go... Tiong Bahru mrt i think... she lived at telok blangah... Mani came... current members... graduates... teachers... other casscians... her fren cat... we met b4... when huiling met up wif me at my attachment place to go for dinner... see she was such a nice fren... see? mani officers... navy... mani pple... But when i reached, the prayers... i heard it... i saw huiling photo... i cant take it... i ran away... cried... i jus cant take it... she was gone jus like tt... realli.... i cant take it... the funeral procession was the day of her bdae... 23rd.. huiling... i miss u... you were a great fren... truely...
8/27/2004 08:55:00 pm
Thursday, August 26, 2004
i found out tt i haf to pay back the cpf thingy... cannot waive... now i cant decide on whether to pay it by the minimum repayment amt or to pay it as a accelerated lump sum payment.... i cant possibly pay the full sum repayment...i wish to pay off a lump sum... so tt i wont feel tt i haf a big debt to pay off.... But i cant bear to part wif the savings i had... so mani months then the acc haf this amt... now to use it off... a bit xin tong ah.... wah headache.... wah heartache... wahhaa.....sobzzzzz.........sobz.........
8/26/2004 01:56:00 pm
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
My throat feels itchy.... realli itchy.... dusty feeling too... hmmm.... why ah? like tis i am goin to cough like hell tonite leh... Luckily tomolo no work... hehehe...Today work was ermmm.... quite eng too.... shall not elaborate...
Supposed to meet yuefen after work... but she cant make it... home got sthin urgent to see to... hope she is alright.. hope everything is fine for them...
Msged dear a lot of times today cos veri sian... so mani smses exchanged i got to keep on clearing the smses... cos msg full... no amt of storage space is enuf for me... cos i keep lots of smses which i like... not those forwarded ones... but those meaningful ones sent be special pple... like... dear... hahaha...
Dear suggested buying spa voucher for Jane... hehe... then i can check out e price for own benefit too.... hehee....
Hmm... nothing much to update for now.. shall end...tata... *cough*
8/25/2004 08:51:00 pm
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Wee.... i deserve a clap on my back... on my achin back... cos i been quite guai to continue updatin my blog.... so conscientious leh... didnt end up like last time whereby i blogged a few entries and left it rotting...stale and untouched...Today work was so boring... nothing much to do... had to dig things out to do.. haha.. Ended up lookin for good leads for my RM to call... cant believe this.. out of the 7 leads i gave her, she managed to get in ctt wif 4 of em and all 4 made appointments wif her!! hahaa... I was already at home when i receive a call from her... tellin me this funni and amazin news... hehee... my referral no need to worry le... Tomorrow i goin to pass the same type of leads to the other RM... heheh... think this time 6 yrs pdt shld be quite good ba... better than the 10 yr one... interest every yr... hmm... tempting.. but i got no such money... hahhaha...
Anywae i heard tt we havin roadshow on 12/9 and 19/9... yucks... hope i not involved... Sundays leh... so wasted.... eeeeeee.... if i involved, i rather participate in e one at toa payoh than parkway.... eeee.....
25/9 is my colleague, Emily's weddin dinner... she invited the whole branch... guess it will be quite fun... Actualli i veri long time no attend Spore wedding dinner... i dun like to attend... Prefer my cousins' ones at Indonesia... more funny..... Hmm.. goin to tell dear abt the weddin dinners at indonesia later...
Guess dear must be restin now after his game of soccer or gym... goin to catch tv later... last episode... ok lah shall end my blog here... tata... =)
8/24/2004 08:43:00 pm
Monday, August 23, 2004
I cant stand him anymore. Its irritatin. Not u dear. Its tt loafer in office. All e variances is his fault and no one else's. The real source of the problem is him. Dun he get it? kns... still dare to say " i do not wish to see anymore variances".... moron... Moronic imbecile! To think he has to ask pple for opinions n write down e "storyline" on how to explain to anor guy. where are his brains? pea-brained.. realli i look down on such pple. I realli wonder how they hired him... wake up pple!!!! DUHZ.... shall not waste my effort typin abt how tt irritatin moron spoilt my day.Today is 23/8/04. Waitin for payday.... I wonder how much teampool we will be gettin this time round... hope everythin add up to be higher than last mth... Hoping to save more this month... and spare some cash to buy a pair of running shoes... Dear, see i so good... hahahaa.....
Irine is sick... Yesterday nite she woke me up by slappin furiously on my arm... scared the hell out of me... i tot wat happened... She wanted to puke... so i accompanied her to the toilet... poured her a warm cup of water... and then we went back to sleep... ke lian... duno wat made her puke... Jus now i saw her test paper... she flunked her english... how? haiz.... jialat leh... why ah? i also dun understand...
Arranged wif yuefen to go buy kaixin's present on wednesday... cos i off on thurs.... hehehe... duno wat to get her... this yr i realli spent a lot on presents... Its nice buyin gifts for others... but i seem to run out of ideas le.... =(
Nothing to surf online le.... think i goin to watch some tv... Hope tonite i wont haf anor half half sleep.. woke up several times yeaterday... and oh ya i forgot to mention tis!!! I dreamt tt Lee Hsien Loong went to our branch to enter Safe Deposit Box! hahaa...... weird dream... i even shook hands wif him and his wife... funi.... How abt a more funni dream tonite? hehehe....
8/23/2004 09:07:00 pm
Sunday, August 22, 2004
Met up wif dear onli in the afternoon... was feeling realli rotten. So i rot... rotted...rotten.. rottened... now no more... hehe...We went to send the photos for developin... FINALLI.... then had a drink at BK... sorted out my feelings a bit... then we decided to go his house watch the Pingpong thingy... Its funi tt i was wearin the same set of clothes today as i was wearin the first time i went his house...
In e evenin we went to ChongPang to haf dinner... WE MET SOMEONE ELSE TODAY! not his fren... not tt usual... we saw his grandma... Lenold Grandma? She has a veri cute doggie... tts all i remember... cos was quite nervous..... hehee....
Collected photos at Northpoint before heading for home... Finalli my mum saw the photos... FINALLI..... hahaa....
Dear prepared a surprise for me... so sweet.... a picture/photo.. combined photo... which he shall prt out... and we can put in our wallet/purse....... so pleasant surprise....... thank you dear..... i appreciate the tot... Love ya... Muack!
8/22/2004 10:31:00 pm
I wish to find a place where I can just sit down and think. Nothing to bother me. I wish to think and talk things through. I wish to find solutions to questions.
I wish... to iron out a crumbled piece of tracing paper. I wish to leave it smooth and nice. But my iron isnt tt good. If i place it there for too long, the paper will burn. If i dun put pressure on it, it wont iron out the creases. I cant control the iron that well. It doesnt know what i want it to do. It might have a rough idea... but it cant do much... cos it isnt built for tt. If its a cloth, I can add water to it. Then it will be easier to iron. But it isnt a cloth. Its a thin piece of tracing paper. If water is added, it might be more vulnerable to tear... It might stick to my iron, in turn tearing it. Ending up to be much worse. I duno what to do. Helpless. The iron is switched off. Its duty failed and understood. I left the room. The tracing paper is left on the table. Crumbled as it initially was. Creases can be seen. My wish unfulfilled...
8/22/2004 02:23:00 pm
Its sunday morning... been rottin in front of computer since i woke up... Think i kinda addicted to the instant soup...e one whereby u jus add in e water and ta dah! u get the soup.... Not exactly veri nice... but still addicted... duhz...
Yesterday work was horrible. Realli want to get a parang to kill tt useless bum. Whilst everyone was busy at work, he was eating snake at duno which rat hole... Still dare chase us for sales...
Went to movie wif dear at ToaPayoh... Alien Vs Predator... quite a ok show... screening disgusting looking "actors"..... I think i like the part whereby the predator indicated tt wat he using is a bomb... funi... other than tt... its ok loh...
Somehow i haf a weird feelin today... duno why... perhaps i thinkin too much...
8/22/2004 10:55:00 am
Friday, August 20, 2004
Finalli its friday again... hehe... lookin forward to tomolo... cos can meet dear... But guess this weekend will be quite short... i predict wif some annoyance and jealousness... hahah.... dear be prepared wor....Dear u wan to know wat i planned to give u for bdae? u realli wan to know?? realli realli??? haha... FAT HOPE... fullstop. U better stop buying things now... else u buy the thing i wan to buy then jia lat loh.... haf to crack my brain and think of sthin else...
Jus now on way home, there was this guy who kept his umbrella low over his head covering his face who kept blocking my path.... We were walkin in opposite directions... Was quite pek chek.. was thinkin "wat on earth is this guy doin? dun he know tt he is a nuisance? got pple use umbrella till like tt meh??!" Then immediately after i managed to walk past him, someone said " si wo lah!" chey! its my colleague.... i couldnt help lafin.... kept smiling as i walk... a bit siao.... Stimes its this kind of jokes... funny incidents... unexpectedly hilarious situations tt makes me realli felt like lafin... giving me the warmth type of feelin.... It makes my mood feels so much lighter... =)
Shall fill up anor questionnaire..... a weird one.... hahaha
1. IF YOU WERE TO CHOOSE YOUR OWN DEATH, HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DIE?- die in moi sleep.... peacefulli....
2. WHAT WOULD BE THE FIRST THING THAT YOU WOULD DO IF U WAKE UP ONE MORNING AND FIND OUT THAT YOUR GENDER HAS CHANGED?- rush to the mirror... OMG... hahaha... am i handsome? and dear u wan me to be ur gay partner? hahaha
3. IF YOU WERE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO BECOME INVISIBLE, WHAT WOULD BE THE FIRST THING THAT YOU WOULD DO? go observe my dear in camp... hahahaa
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CHILDHOODMEMORY? playin wif my bro, foldin e mattress into half and pretend we in a house... hahaha...
5. WHAT WAS THE VERY FIRST MOVIETHAT YOU SAW? i think it was Twister! hmm... nice one...
6. DO YOU EVER DREAM OF BEING A POLITICIAN? nope...
7. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD? duno....
8. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WERE STUCK IN AN ELEVATOR ALONE FOR AN HOUR? 1st press alarm... try callin pple... look ard lift got lizards or not.... hahaha....
9. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT FINISHING STUDIES IS THE KEY TO SUCCESS? i tot the key to success is to enjoy the process? rite!? =)
10. DO YOU ENJOY WATCHING OR LISTENING TO GHOST STORIES? both are scary...
11. WHAT'S YOUR NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION? to not let myself be hurt by anor guy...
12. WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST FEAR? sudden departure of pple i love...
13. HOMOSEXUALITY.. OK OR NOT OK? diff pple diff likings... dun target me can liao...
14. IS IT OKAY FOR YOU TO FLIRT WITHANOTHER GUY/GIRL THOUGH YOUALREADY ARE COMMITTED WITH SOMEONE ELSE? i believe in loyalty...
15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PLACE IN THE WORLD? muddy places....
16. DO YOU HAVE STAGE FRIGHT? hmmm... ok lah...
17. HAVE YOU EVER IMAGINED YOURSELF KILLING ANYONE? definitely... all e time... especialli on working days...
18. HAVE YOU EVER STOLE ANYTHING INYOUR WHOLE LIFE? think i stole shawn's heart... did i?
19. WHAT BORES YOU? a lot of things wor....
20. IF OFFERED A MILLION PESOS,WOULD YOU RUN NAKED IN YOUR STREET? if i m invisible ba... hahaha
21. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RIDE AT ENCHANTED KINGDOM? where is tt?
22. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CONFINED IN A HOSPITAL? when i was born? haha... nevere ever since...
23. ONCE IN YOUR LIFE, DID YOU EVERDREAM OF BECOMING A NUN OR A PRIEST? not yet...
24. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE COMMERCIAL? e one wif Fido Dido... coolz
25. WHAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON THAT YOU'VE LEARNED IN YOUR LIFE? as long as u did ur best, be glad abt it....
26. WATS UR GREATEST DREAM? no idea...
27. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? ahhaha... alright loh.... shld be ba... *winks
8/20/2004 07:42:00 pm
Thursday, August 19, 2004
Yesterday was one of my good fren's bdae. Yuefen! Known her since sec one and has been a veri valuable asset to me since then.... hahaha... appreciate her a lot.... can say tt we know wats in each other mind a lot... Know each others' good pts and faults but never force each other to change much..... hahaha.... So aniwae Happi Birthday old gal!!!!After work, i met up wif Yuefen and Jasmine at AMK station... proceed to Orchard Paragon for dinner treat... hahaha.... Go there so mani times and always prdering the same drink... Passion Fruit soda... love it! i like the crayfish... yum... Yuefen got quite a bag of presents... Wallet from me.. Perfume from Jas... and also got forever fren's bear her favourite... a SooKee Necklace... couple of cards... blah blah.... Had a lovely dinner... thanx Fen...
Somehow like last yr, we went to Heerens to take some sticker photos... haha... spent a fun time decoratin the pics... love em... Tried to sprange a surprise for her by buyin a cake... but haiz... kena kan chuan... hahhaa... we had the cake along orchard road... a crazy and funi sight... snappin photos too... Realli... we behaved a bit like lunatics... duhz...
On e way home, darling msged me... found out i not yet home.... my turn to call him leh today... hahaha.... new ruling... So after nearly an hour, upon reachin home and bathed, i called up mr liu... Was so tired i slept immediately after hangin up e call.....
Had another dream last nite... dreamt tt i was getting married... but it was a mess and i duno who my groom was... so scary.... msged dear dear ard 3am plus... Duno why i kept havin these types of weird dreams... dear said its all in e sub conscious mind... quite worried abt a lot of things actualli... dear my self confidence not realli tt high u know... not exactly tt high....
Hope tt dear got his night off today... then can meet up wif him and have a nice evening.... As for now, goin to call RELC... watch some tv... rot ard somemore... cos i m on off again... hahhaha....
8/19/2004 01:31:00 pm
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
1. Woke up and called dear... dear today i woke up earlier than u... hehe...2. Went to work... feeling sleepy... as usual...
3. Blur blur did my FPS... real fast... blur blur did a lot of things... forgot wat i did... so mani...
4. Rectified BG thingy... a bit more alert...
5. Did boring fileing... filing... duhz.. how am i supposed to spell this?
6. Read my emails... forwarded jokes....
7. Went for lunch... at Long John Silver alone... Last time i hate dining alone... so weird... But now i like the feeling... chose to dine alone today... stimes having a nice quiet meal alone... letting thoughts running thru... watchin pple walkin by... observing... a reali different and wonderful feeling... so free....
8. Came back from lunch and scrambled to do some adhoc thingy... sort of lah...
9. Did some more things... forgot wat i did...
10. Did more things... realli forgot wat i did...
11. Kept my till...
12. Reported sales...
13. Waited for meeting to start...
14. Made corns pop into popcorns in pantry microwave wif colleagues.
15. Tried the popcorns... not bad...
16. Continue wait for meeting to start...
17. Weighed myself (luckily maintained) hahaha...
18. Bored stiff... cant resist temptation... went out to buy ice ream...
19. Meeting finalli started...
20. Attended meeting... boring...
21. Meetin ended..
22. Went buy fruits wif colleague...
23. Took train back wif colleagues...
24. Went NTUC buy irine's facial wash...
25. Strolled back home...
26. Had dinner... asam fish... yum....
27. Watch a bit tv...
28. Checked my mails.
29. Gave pei pei spelling..
30. Read my bloggy's comment...
31. Wrote this new entry...
32. Typin this entry...
33. Typing this word...
UUUrrrRRRRGGGGGGGggggHHHHHH!!!!! ultra bored....
Amused myself wif this clip... follow the link... raise PC volume... enjoy pple...
http://www.pconline.com.cn/pcedu/carton/xp/10212/other/iconstory.swf
Seems like my friend's bdae marathon starting on round 2... Goin celebrate Yuefen's bdae tomolo... goin go sec sch fren Kaixin's bdae in September... Pri sch fren Jane also in September... and maybe also pri sch Siling's in Oct? Sure got more hidden ones... hhaha... so fun...
Been racking my brain for a special person's bdae gift... duno wat shld i get him/her? hahaha.... thinking hard... thinkin special... thinkin... thinkin.... let me dream of an answer tonite....
Nite blog...........
8/17/2004 09:12:00 pm
Monday, August 16, 2004
Woke up feelin real sleepy. dragged myself to work and spent the mornin yawning away.... Checked for Variances b4 tt asshole told me to... and as expected, after he came back from meetin, he called me into the useless room.... "we got $175k variance...blah... blah...". Who says so? we onli got $25k variances ok?! kns........ and tts becos the cheque onli cleared this morning loh.... Wah pek chek... dun feel like bloggin animore... i rather tok to my dear....... bye blog!8/16/2004 09:47:00 pm
Yesterday was 15/08/04. A day wherby my feelings went on a roller coaster ride. As implied in e earlier entry, i was feeling realli excited... However jus before i went out, had some friction wif my mum. Shall not elaborate on e details cos quite upsetting.. Went down to wait for dear and his dad earlier cos i cant stand being at home... Tried to maintain a more positive face in e car... Then we went to SPC and dear and i went into Choice to buy parkin tics... Dear asked why i got a glum face on... he realised... so i failed in my acting... hah! Only told him after we reached Golden Mile and his dad alighted... Told dear how sian i was... how upsettin it was... how sian a day it will be...
BUT dear replied tt it wont be sian... I wont be sian later... I was wondering why... hahaha... Onli found out when we reached PS... hahaha... dear led me to the car boot and opened e door... Hey Presto!!! A veriiii veriiii lovely bouquet of Lilies was waitin for me..... Gorgeous!!! Love ya dear! Wrapped in lovely blue and purple.....with pretty feelers etc... Love it! It was a lovely surprise for me.... realli... Its realli brightened up my day... No more Sian! haha... =) So big.. must be ex... Dear thanks!!! Think i like both roses and Lilies... hehee... i like anything given by u....
We spent some time enjoyin the funi LG homenet thingy... so funi... the emcee still not bad.... managed to build rapport... get the players going... I like the feeling standin there, watchin from above, lafing wif dear... the feeling real nice... warmth....
Went to visit TZ Lee's shop too... quite a nice one... saw his gf too... sweet gal... Toked a bit of crap there... then left... cos TZ Lee needs to go for his cello lessons... We proceed to catch e movie "Notebook" and saw his fren too... AS USUAL! saw 2 of his frens... this is becomin a routine... Anywae the show was great.......touchin..... sad..... sweet..... all e words u can describe a nice romantic movie..... sets pple thinkin too... Dear didnt know i cry a bit.. and i didnt realised he got tissue... urrgh!!!! hahahhaa..........
We shopped a bit at Carrefour before setting for home... was feeling a bit down after seein a sms... dear shld know.. dear i dunn like e feeling... got me all breaking down... worried dear..... He comforted me and somehow got better.... Felt more assured.... We went home and i spent half e journey lookin at his serious face while he driving... man... feel so comforted...
Was realli tired so we didnt tok much..... and i went to bed.... and sleep and slept... and slept.... a realli roller coaster feeling day it was....
8/16/2004 08:53:00 pm
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Its been 6 mths le!!! half a yr le dear!!! To write down all the feelings i haf have the past 6 mths will mean tt i will be late in meeting u... thus, shall let our telepathy speak for us.... hahahaa....The amt of love u showered upon me is limitless... never ending... My feelings for u is true and wholesome. I believe tt there is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved. Thats wat i am experiencing rite now. What abt u? Real love stories never have an ending... so ours will never have one too.... I love you shawn....
I enjoyed my day yesterday... Although it started off with nightmares during my sleep again... The relationship and FiSh nightmare... eee... i dun wan.... When dear gave me morning call i was still mumbling i dun wan... scary....
Work was anor hectic day... Saturdays... the new relationship manager was here.. Francis... feel that he got a slang in his speech.. but neh... didnt tok much to him... too busy... Quite a funny sight actualli... everyone was rushin ard and he sitting at the back duno wat to do... I onli replied "ya loh" when he asked me "veri busy today hor?" hahhaa.... Stayed back till 245pm cos got to consolidate sales... i fear for monday... aiyo... sure ask me check variance again...
Waited for dear to pick me up after work... late... but nvm... i went to Mac to grab my lunch... Dear waited for me downstairs while i went home to quickly pack my stuffs... We goin Canoeing!!!! Kayak!!! hahahaa... However the sun wasnt tt strong... so dear didnt manage to get his tan... Lucky for me though... hahaha... The wave was huge though... Dear was actualli amazed tt i actualli tried kayakin for total 3 times le... and twice on single kayak though i duno how to swim... hahaa... bu yao xiao kan wo wor.... Even my colleagues got a shock when i told em i goin kayaking... hahhaha..... It was both fun and scary riding against the tide comin in... hard work... not for me... but for the guy behind me.. hahaha... spent my time paddling a bit... then splash water at the guy behind me... then paddle a bit... enjoy the breeze... hahaha... dear this tones ur arms muscles leh... see i so good... hahahaa.... We saw pple flyin kites and oppsss... saw a couple kissin in e water... opps... hahha... so romantic ah? haha...
Had dinner at a market in err... Changi rite? the one wif the famous rojak... but we didnt ate tt... wanted to eat prawn noodles... BUT e guy's business so good it was sold out... had to settle for Char Kway Teow... Not exactly to dear's liking... then we had OTAK!!!! yippeee... my favourite food! but........ the otak not exactly tt spicy enuf... dear said spicy... but nope... not my level of spiciness... Next time we go Tanjung Balai dear, i show u wat is SpICy OtaK! hahaha...
Spent a realli enjoyable nite wif dear dear.... beside the "fear factor" toilet which houses ERXIN lizards and a BIG (i Mean BIG) spider( as BIG as my palm!!!!!!) buay tahan.... it was a wonderful nite... rite dear? Jacqueline Loves Shawn......
8/15/2004 10:09:00 am
Friday, August 13, 2004
My skin isnt in a veri good condition lately. Been having the peels.. jialat... duno why too....perhaps its the weather... perhaps its the aircon... perhaps its e makeup... perhaps its hormones imbalance... perhaps its stress... kaoz... so sian...Spent e day at work rotting... wasnt as busy as the last few days... duno if its a good thing or a bad omen... haha.. Was calculating how much i had spent lately... jialat... i duno what i spent on... money kept on being debited from my account but my assets dun seem to be increasing!! goin into overdraft soon... poor soul.... soon i need a cashline... dear will u be my lifetime cashline? hahaha.... Luckily every mth i put aside a portion of my salary to anor acc... else my hands itchy itchy go buy more things...
Went to Causeway Pt wif yuefen after work. Bought sthin at metro... and shop shop a bit... legs were aching... so went home ard 7 plus... yuefen was wonderin on wat to buy to treat her colleagues for her bdae... cos seems like the colleagues there are buyin sthin for her... So good... A amiable gal deserves e best!
Suggested to dear wat we can do tomolo...
1) go cycling
2) go blading
3) go canoeing (veri long no canoe le!!! i miss it!!!)
dear said canoeing sounds fun... then i realised tt we got lots more to do tomolo... time no enuf
4) go develop photos
5) go collect his sword casing
6) perhaps come my house?? (doubt so dear.. haha)
7) i wan to watch NOTEBOOK... seems like a lovely show...
duno wat we will end up doin... perhaps none of the above?!?!
Hope tomolo will faster come and after 130pm, time will pass slowly.......
8/13/2004 09:24:00 pm
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Irine pulled down my curtains... by sitting on em... and the clips on the bar are spoilt... *shakes head* now my room looks so loop-sided... and untidy... haiz...One of my cousin came with his wife and son. They sittin outside and chatting to my mum now... I m so bored... the son or rather the baby is so white... so cute... But he is ASLEEP.... Standing next to me is Pei Pei who is tryin to correct my grammer.... And making funny faces.... Readin aloud my blog and pouting her lips.... sulking now.... and rubbing her eyes... She mistook one of the Minister for president Nathan.... haha... Pei pei asked why am i typin all these... who am i communicatin to... I said "this is my blog" and she tot i meant "block" as in wooden block. OMG!!!! Pei pei letting out air now!!!!!!!! A natural process which sounds so loud!!!! OMG!!!!! I held my breath... for fear of suffocating in the toxic air... Finalli she left the room... cos she forgot to learn her spelling... hahaha.... OMG i am so bored.....
Today is Thursday and it nearing weekend!! Yeah!!! Darlin gave a comment for one of my blog... hehe... Dear i look forward to goin overseas wif u too... and hey... when are u taking leave to accompany me for a short resort trip? u suggested de wor... i m waitin.... i m waitin.... waitin...
Goh Chok Tong has a veri good reputation in e neighbouring countries... I wonder if Lee Hsien Loong will be able to uphold it and maintain the goodwill... Shld be able to ba....
Giving chinese spelling to pei pei.... her speed of learnin is sooooooo fast..... dun play play ah... this kid plays golf and is quite good at it... i pei fu pei pei... hahahaa....
8/12/2004 08:05:00 pm
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
To the tune of Jingle Bells...Honk honk honk, honk honk honk, speed through ECP
Oh what fun it is to ride with a 2K COE. Hoi,
Honk honk honk, honk honk honk, down the BKE
All is fun, all is fine then jam on CTE.
Dashing through the heat,
In my Mazda 323,
Through the ERP,
down the PIE
Head to CBD,
all round Holland V
Cut through lanes, and traffic light, Evading the TP!
Honk honk honk, honk honk honk, lost on AYE
What's the chance that SLE is next to KJE? Hoi,
Honk honk honk, honk honk honk, just passed big factory
URA or JTC, I craned my head to see.
I banged into lorry,
called AA, said sorry
A cabby from the N-T-U-C
offers to take me
My Mazda 323,
got towed down TPE
No car, no fun, no speed, not shiok
Now I'm riding MRT.
(extracted from forum)
Haha.... quite cute rite? i actualli sang it out.... believed tt its extracted from newspaper...
Spent the late afternoon invadin my cousin's house... roaming ard in her living room and her room... flipped thru loads of magazines... disturbing her..... hahaa.. bored sia... but she dun mind... and she even wanted to bulli me... tickle me... And dear she said u will help her bulli me leh... true or not??? no rite? haha....
Had a veri heavy meal jus now.... cos i "ordered" crabs... and dad cooked 2 big plates of it... though it wasnt as spicy as i wanted it to be, it was still delicious... yum yum... Everyone eating together makes it more scrumptious... hehe... now veri full and feelin verii fat... dear now in gym... hmm... exercise on my behalf lah hor? hahaa..... this wont do... got to go outside and walk ard... shall not sit here typin more... Nite journal.... =)
8/11/2004 08:12:00 pm
yupz... i'm on off again... one of my colleague asked why i seems to be on ord mode... haha.. ask urself loh...
I had to check for variances again yesterday... kns... there wasnt any variances at all wat... and tt stupid loafer was callin up the office so often tt in 10 busy mins i answered his calls 6 times.. super fan si ren... IrriTATing!!! simply irksome... I showed my displeasure in the last call. When he asked for the RMs, i told him "All wif customers, cant answer!". Its true wat. If they can answer they would be answerin his mobile calls already. And the rate he calls them is sickenin too... the rests are wif customers... how does he expect em to answer his sickenin calls? Kept being disrupted by his calls and the lousy FPS server was so slow i can scream.... End up i switch on both the standalone pc and the BBS systemed pc to access it... see which faster load finish then i use which... If this continues i goin to strangle someone... Come to think abt it, i think i dreamt of tt loafer smsin me last nite... askin me to bring the variances thing to show him today... siao... this is crazy.. at the rate, its onli goin to be sooner or later sthin happens... sthin drastic... haha... say newspaper headlines.." Staff kidnapped...." haha... cham cham... a bit psycho le....
Listening to the songs on dear's MP3 player... all love songs... hehehe.. ting lai ting qu bu hui sian... I love em... One of the song i like is "Love Me"... a song wif meanings.... All is.... Anyway Jack showed me his new MP3 Player yesterday... cost ard $200 plus i think... looks quite nice... Like the simple design...
Was lookin at other blogspot.com member's blog... some were so nice... I wonder how they did it... Had been tryin to upload pics in the blog... but i think cant... can onli link to duno wat which offers free photo uploading... duno leh... then dear helped me checked.... he says can use duno wat html thing one.. duno too... Perhaps i shld change to MS Tan and TingWei's site? Livejournal.com? hmm... worth thinkin... but so mani posts here le.... hmmm.... think i continue tryin first ba....
Dear ah... remember we said tt I will like u to come my house when both my parents are at home? Guess wat? Both of em are at home today... hahaa... but u in camp... Wanted to learn fried rice from dad today but end up woke up veriiiii late... dad had already finish e fried rice... he said evening he'll show me how to cook crabs.... opppsss... daddy ah... crabs ah??? my hands allergic remember? hahhaaa... shall see how....
Peipei came back from sch le... she asked me if i ate her chewing gums... hahaha.... i didnt.... and i asked if she trusts me or not... she says no... so sad.... hahahaha.... then i remind her who is the mouse at home who eats her sweets then she remembers.... Jack must be the one... hahahaa... shld be ba...
hmmm.... peipei asks for me.... duno wat she wants... anywae shall end my blog here.... haf a feelin i will be back....hahahaa.....
8/11/2004 12:48:00 pm
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
MY BOYFREN WAS MOLESTED!!!!! by none other then his sir.... haiz.... *shakes head* He is no longer pure.... sobz....8/10/2004 10:36:00 pm
Normalli when i go online i do 4 main things.
First i check my mails.
Then i go cassc forum for updates.
Then i go frensters to "stroll" a bit.
And finalli i will update my blog.
But today is different.
I checked my mails and found a mail indicating tt i got a comment from my dearest dear dear darling lao gong daddy honey bebe!!!!! hehehe.... straight away i went into my blog to examine and scrutinise e comment... hahaha.... Thanx darling!!! This shows tt u acknowledge wat i wrote... cos now no more physical letters le.... =( We shall see how lah hor dear?
And indeed i am afraid of losing u... =(
U know i haf been hurt b4... Badly... By pple whom rather hurt pple to achieve their own objectives... by pple who took me for granted... by pple who manipulates pple... by pple who blinds pple... by pple who betrayed my trust... by pple who broke their promise... by pple who haf been so schemin and childish i REALLI pity em... by pple who shocked and actions traumatised me... by pple whom might haf made a decision so sudden it might be wrong... BUT one thing for sure... I am glad tt these pple did these things... though it haD been bad but i am glad in a way cos they made me came to this position in life... to this pt of meeting u... They allowed me to learn, to grow, to ponder, to realise, to acknowledge, to discover greater things and mature emotionally.... I wont want to live without u.... Thanx to em i am wat i am now... Though i arent the best... well who is?... I believe i am a better person than before... stronger and definitely someone who knows herself better... wat she wants in life, who cares for her and who she loves...
Dear i love u... I am afraid of losing u... I know ur feelings for me too... Never doubted it... Though i kept questionin it, deep down i know the answer... Am i rite? haha... tts another question... Life is so full of questions...
Guys are like stars - so many to pick from but only one can make all your dreams come true!!! And tt is Shawn Liu YaoWen!!! Love is a never ending feeling... and Love is shown in your deeds, not in your words.... so i shall end my blog here... hehee...
8/10/2004 08:37:00 pm
Monday, August 09, 2004
Its national day today but nopez i didnt managed to catch e parade on TV... instead whilst most of u pple were watchin it, I was wif dear watchin The Village at Lido. It was a different type of movie altogether.. dear said it reminds him of the Big Fish... but somehow it reminds me more of those sec sch literatural books like crucible and Macbeath a bit... somehow lah... invokes some thinking one... a satisfactory show though not tt reasonable for $8.50... hahahWe managed to buy yuefen's present.. makes me wana get one for myself too... hahhaa... there are so mani things i wana buy... $$$$$.... haiz.... hahaha....
We ate at Fish n Co today... walked all e way to PS there... it was hot.. but not tt bad... I like the tangy taste of the Sharkie Freeze or sthin... nice... got orange and passion fruit and pineapple taste like tt... nice nice... The seafood platter for 2 was huge... the rice veri e nice... add in e chilli... yum yum.... rite dear? hahah... On e whole, the seafood all quite fresh... like it... Wanted to go the TZ lee's shop after e meal but we were late for the movie.. so must rush back... So next time then go visit visit... heheh...
Tomolo must work... jus now a colleague called to ask me abt e closin date for the trades... haiz... gimi a break will ya?
This mornin i had a weird dream. 2 to be precise. one of em i dreamt tt dear n i broke up... and we met each other and i was like duno how to react... so scary....
Anor one of even more weird... i dreamt of pple transporting illegal immigrants or sthin... they were pulling and throwin pple abt... horrible....
Dear thinks tt i think too much of brotherhood.... hahaa.... but dear ah... i more worried abt the first nightmare... okok will try not to think abt it... it seems strange tt somehow i always seems to haf this type of dreams....
Tired le... Lookin forward to the day whereby dear visits my house... =)
8/09/2004 10:51:00 pm
Yesterday was quite a tiring day.... Cos see a lot of pple... hahah... so tired....
In the early afternoon, dear and his dad came to pick me up. His dad drove us to Golden Mile then he alighted and we all 3 got out... A funi scene... His dad got out from driver seat, Dear got out from beside him and i got out from e behind seat. Then his dad went to the back seat to take things, Dear moved to the driver seat and I move to beside him... hahaha... all move at e same time... pple see sure funi one...
Then we proceeded to Bugis... To look for a present... and I bought e top at esprit... cost nearly $70 leh... duno why i like so much... maybe its e material ba.... ahhahaa... dear shld be able to understand... hehe
Proceed to SimLim's cos dear wanted to buy some CD Roms.. then ended up buyin a wireless keyboard and mouse too... dear u ah..... We went to Gio and ended up buyin more things... he bought a pair of berms and i a top... hahaha... And e spending doesnt stop here... Shall elaborate again...
On e way to Suntec, we saw the pple on the link bridge from Citylink to Suntec all crowded.. jammed wif pple... realli jialat... the pple kept on movin up e escalator but the pple on top at bridge jus wasnt moving... resulted in lots of pushin at the top of the escalator... realli jialat... we saw old pple and kids too... so dangerous... and wat were the security guards doin? Chattin at the bottom of the escalator like nobody's business.... Wat's wrong wif these pple? Haiz.... Do they onli react when sthin realli happen? duhz*
Met up wif Ah boy at suntec... luckily we managed to spot a nice lot near the exit...jus below carrefour... We had dinner at the foodcourt and wat a crowd there was... I like the mushroom soup from e western stall... but i m still daydreaming of my dad;s mushroom soup.... awwww*
Hurried over to the esplanade to catch the fireworks... But cos alot of pple, we settled down at the Marina Square compound... Not at the stairs but anor area... and it was a wonderful spot to catch the fireworks... We were fiddling wif the digi cam when dear complained tt he shld haf bought the tripod we saw at Bugis... hahaha... end up ah boy had to stretch himself on the floor whilst dear and i went to hunt for a tripod at MS. Finalli bought one at $25 and thanx god we bought it. The effect was quite different... Sorry dear for showin tt Wu2 Nai4 face when u suggested buyin e tripod... it was worth it... hehehee...
The fireworks onli started at ard 830pm... we waited for 45 mins before this... It was magnificent... the different sparks and colours and e way they came down... fabulous... managed to capture onli some on camera but it was better than nothing... Though the fireworks were nice but they onli lasted a while... say 5 mins... i asked dear... must all beautiful things last onli a while? haiz...
Ah boy was realli bu4 gan1 yuan4 tt it lasted onli for a while and he actualli called home to check... ahaha... but tt was tt... we had to go... but not before letting myself see the mani thousands of pple walkin together... So mani to gather jus for a few minutes of "grandulous" show...
Got ourselves some drinks before collectin e car... The way out was terrible... Jam... Jam at Carpark... Jam at exit.... Jam on e road... Jam on CTE... onli 5 mins or so of faster driving... couldnt sit still at all... tried cross leggin and slanted sitting.. hahaha........ buay tahan... Reach home after 1 hr plus of travellin... and plonk onto bed after my bath...
8/09/2004 12:03:00 pm
Sunday, August 08, 2004
duhz... wat a title..Returned home ard 1 plus yesterday and slept till 11 plus today... realli a pig.... Nothing to do so i come update again... Dear says tt tonite we goin see the fireworks wif Ah boy.... Shld be fun ba hor? My colleagues say last week one got the rain type one... veri nice... dun today nice or not...
Yesterday went shop for tops... Tried 2 colours for e same design one... nice design budden too ex for a simple top leh... and somehow not tt fitting so i decided to give it a miss.... Dint do much shoppin cos not enuf time.. had dinner at BK where i once slipped and fell i believe... hahaha... then proceeded to Cineleisure for movie.. House of flyin daggers... A show wif lots of twists... Somehow the theatre produced quite a volume of laughters... hmm... and kids sounds... gimi a weird feelin... but the endin was quite sad... emotional...
Shit i forgot abt meetin dear... got to rush
8/08/2004 12:37:00 pm
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Why am i waitin? why am i waiting??? haha.... waiting for dear to finish washin his car and pick me up... Must manual wash u know? then got the sense of satisfaction.... *winks*... Dear gave me the option to go or not go help him wash e car. I wanted to... but i dun feel like goin over his house to bathe... haha... Me paiseh leh... Shy one u know? hahaha.... Wanted to ask him to drive all e way here then we wash... but then mafan lah... and... lalalala hor dear? So here i m waitin for e man... havin jus finished my first meal of the day... --> Maggi Mee.... hahaha.... Was so starved for the whole day.... Only drank the chrysanthemum tea e auntie prepared for me... So nice of her.... hehehe...Irine jus msged me... her english cannot make it... I had to call her up to clarify... gave her a homework... she is to reconstruct her sentence and send a sms back to me... jialat leh.... how to help her? i already speakin english to her most of the time at nite... headache....
Today was e last day for 2 trades... woah.. can see the rush... pple rushin for the pdt cos last day le... todays' sale was quite high... earn anor referral today... hahha... So much paper work to do i stayed till 245pm... But nvm... i had to wait for dear too...
Wanted to book the bungalow today... but then realised i have 4 choices to choose from... include Sentosa chalet... Malacca house... Coasta Sand... and East COast etc.. duno which to choose... E bungalow shall be 1st choice... as for the rest... hmmm... got to ask ard... they say Malacca n sentosa one haunted....eeee....spooky....
Hmm... dear should be ready anitime... better go change.... Shall wear my new heels... hehehe....
8/07/2004 03:52:00 pm
Friday, August 06, 2004
Took a cab today. Not tt i was late. Not tt i was lazy.But jus tt my tummy pain... It hurts like siao... so much so tt i dun think i can walk the whole stretch to Khatib Mrt station... Legs felt like jelly... *shivers*... But bo bian... had to work... so i went and here i m back from work... haha... now better le... so dun worry pple... esp u dear..Sore throat still as bad... so i put on a reaali damn black face at work... my manager even ask why i look so sian... hahha... i jus replied "sick" Tummy plus sore throat leh!!! ... hahaha.... then he says must take care... must smile more... shucks... how to smile at him? i simply cant imagine.... *puke*
Called up yuefen today wif regards to the bbq on sunday organized by NPCO. We might be goin for tt... hehee... and i bringin a August baby too.... hahhaa... but i wonder how to go there and not give up time spend wif dear dear too? Its a rare opportunity leh... Monday holiday for him too.... hmmm... shall discuss wif him later....
I might be bookin e company's bungalow for bdae celebration... hopefulli i cant get it... *pray feverishly* Will book tomolo once i confirm my block leave dates...
Jus now came home and i mistook one of my another cousin for Pei pei.... So funi... I tot i was looking at both Irine and Pei Pei ... but actualli it was Irine and Ting Ting talkin to me... I onli realised tt it was Ting ting when i went into my bro's room to find em using the PC... i was like "huh?! how come anor gal?! and where is pei pei?" funi sia... and both the kids laf like crazy.... kids..... hahahahha........ they 2 same age.... birthday quite near too... few days apart i believe...
I thinking of goin for Lasik leh... duno how much exactly...
Extracted these from internet:
"LASIK (Laser In-situ Keratomileusis) is a modification of PRK and can be used to treat low to high degrees of myopia, and moderate amounts of hyperopia (long-sightedness) and astigmatism. After the eye has been completely numbed using anesthetic eye drops, an eyelid retainer is placed between the lids to prevent blinking. Next, a special instrument called a microkeratome makes a thin flap in the outer layer of the cornea. During this process you may feel a little pressure, but no discomfort. The corneal flap, which remains attached on one side, is folded back to one side. You will be asked to look directly at an overhead target light while the excimer laser reshapes the exposed cornea. A tapping sound, made by the laser can be heard during the procedure. The laser treatment itself takes only 15 to 60 seconds depending on the amount of correction required. Next, the corneal flap is folded back to its original position where it bonds without the need for stitches within two to three minutes. The whole LASIK procedure is completed in 10 minutes. "
"There is no guarantee that everyone who goes through Lasik surgery will no longer need his spectacles.
It is more successful when the degree of myopia is relatively low. Further surgery may be needed to enhance the accuracy of the degree.
Patients with thin corneas may suffer from poor night-time vision after the procedure, and this is irreversible."
I have more concerns over the poor night time vision thingy... i have Astigmatism.... which somehow makes me quite blind at nite i believe... This reminds me of the time i missed my footing and nearly slipped and fall at the stairs. Luckily dear knows tt i cant see well at dark areas and held me tightly... Thanks dear... I will remember wat u said...:"I know u cant see well at dark places so i held onto u dear"..... so sweet rite??? hahahaa.... awwww..... fa hua chi again.....
Haha.... dear jus called.... Tokin to him now.... He jus ate Fish Burger and Milo Peng.... Wat a Combination!!!! *puke* Mud!!!
Dear wans to go sun tan... I wan to go cycling.... How? So dear suggests cycling w/o his shirt! Damn erxin.... hahaha... then dear changed his mind... he goin to teach me to blade....*Fall down how?* Look for shawn.....
Dear bullied me... no mood to write le.. bye
8/06/2004 08:18:00 pm
Thursday, August 05, 2004
Met up wif Yuefen and TZ Lee after work. A veri last minute dinner wif em.... so frens tt i promised to haf dinner wif, must wait ah... wait.... hahaha.... Ur fren here veri busy de u know? hahaha.... Anywae we met at Causeway pt and I was late... haha... knock off time realli veri unpredictable... Had Crayfish Spaghetti at PastaMania... Quite spicy but i couldnt resist addin in some more tabasco.... hahah... Sore throat not yet recover and i addin more stress to it.... SO ME... hhahaa... Think i still prefer the Seafood Spaghetti at Paragon... Share wif dear somemore.... hahaha... got someone shell prawns too.... haha....awwww........ bhb........So anywae we spent our time lafin at stupid jokes and tokin crap a bit..... it wasnt a long dinner exactly but it was fun n enjoyable...
On e way home, i msged dear. Dear was shoppin for MOSQUITO COILS at yishun NTUC... *huh* but didnt manage to meet him... HMMPH... dear u shld know y.... Was chatting wif Jennifer jus now... seems like her job is giving her stress too... imagined myself in her situation... darn... dun think i can survive even 1 day... i aint exactly tt independent.... Stomach actin up again.... sianz.... Lookin forward to Saturday.... can meet dear... I wan to buy some tops... and perhaps a new pair of jeans? hmm...perhaps a pair of shoes for work too...$$$$$ i need $$$$..... Feel like goin cyclin this weekend... shall ask dear later... Monday public holiday... woohooo... hahahaha....
Shucks.... my stomach realli Spoiler.... Pain pain pain.... My worst fear is stomach pain....
Ciao...
8/05/2004 10:00:00 pm
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Went to work feelin real sleepy cos didnt exactly slept well last nite... Perhaps i was cold ba... Time pass by quite quickly at work... Got anor referral today... not bad not bad.... Hopefulli i dun haf to rove tis week... Anor Relationship Manager comin in soon... Sian... More work for me... 5 RMs leh... Francis... say... this name doesnt leave a veri good impression upon me... hiak hiak... i sense disaster.... h...a..h..a..a....Toked to dear on the way home... feels so nice to hear his voice... comforting... Went home to realise tt no one was at home... Dad, Mum, Irine and Peipei went to "tui1 na2" irine's sprained ankle... Now her ankle like a fruit... reminds me of pear... cos got tt bandage coverin the medicine... like the wrapper which is usualli used to cover pears...
Toked to mum and dad over dinner... We came to e conclusion tt i dun haf to pay back my dad's CPF tt was used for my poly sch fees... dad says he willing to waive it... Well, sort of feel bad abt it... cos its his money... But he says he dun mind.... Must ensure tt i support him and mum liao... hahahaa.... I will lah... Dun worry... Cos i hate unfilial kids...
Mentioned to them too tt i will like to further studies overseas... Finalli i had the courage and the rite opportunity to tell em tt... I told em tt i might not be able to enter local uni... And that Shawn also goin overseas... We toked abt the finances issues.. Hiaz... Duno ah... dunoo ah... The rate of savings i am at now.... PatHEtiC.... come come... some kind soul bestow me wif some clue on wat to do... Dear good loh... most prob able to get his scholarship and his pay as well if studyin overseas... Wish i can do so too... Perhaps a long distance r/ship? god....... I know wat this means.... =(
Actualli i realli wish that i can persuade my parents to set up a stall sellin food... Its a real pity tt they arent doin so... Cos i believe their standard is there... hmmm... perhaps a business plan shld be drawn up.... Liaise wif jack??? He is into this ideas too if i arent wrong.... if i dint remember wrongly... hahahaa... hey i arent jokin... or am i? No rite?? hahahaa.........
Jack jus came home.. Got a new haircut again... Looks more proper... hahaha... He described how funni Tommy was ... "mo mo hui jia?"... hahaa... and "please la..." funi and cute boy... kids are so cute and innocent arent they??? provided they dun cry tt much ba... but some kids look so sweet when they cry too... hahaha... psycho? doubt so....
Hmm... yuefen's bdae comin soon...... hmmm.... sets me thinking...wat to get her leh? Hey u!!! Yes u!!! AH FEN!!! HOONIE!!! WAT U WANT AH???? HAHAHA.... I KNOW WHAT U WANT.... =P.... KNOW U SO LONG LE... SHLD BE ABLE TO GET IT RITE BA... HAHAHA... *evilish grin*
8/04/2004 08:29:00 pm
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
1. Where were you born? Singapore2.Where were your parents born? Dad- Sinagpore and Mum- Indonesia
3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Photos sent by my bf...
4. Ur favorite restaurant? Lots loh... but B. Boss creates the biggest impact... =)
5. Last time you swam in a pool? Sec sch times??? hahhaa...
6. Have you ever been in a school play? Yupz.... As a westerner.... hahaha....
7. How many kids do you want? 2 will be perfect...
8.What kind of music you hate most? Heavy metal
9. Are you registered to vote? Not yet... heng....
10. Do you have cable? Nope...
11. Have you ever ridden on a moped? Nope....
12. Ever prank call anybody? Definitely... hahaa... when i feelin noti....
13. Ever got a parking ticket? I dun drive....
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Dun think so but if i haf to make a choice, sky diving will be nice....hmmmm....
15. Furthest place you ever traveled? Err... which is further, Japan or China? shit....
16. Do you have a garden? No leh...
17. What's your favorite comic strip? Errr... Cant think of ani now...
18.Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? Dun think so...
19. Bath or shower, morning or night? Bath and shower morning and nite
20. Best movie you've seen in the past month? Troy... Brotherhood... Lots ah...
21. Favorite pizza topping? CheeseZ
22. Chips or popcorn? NAchos wif Loads of cheese pls!!!
23. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? Huh?!
25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? No way...
26. Orange juice or apple? APPLE juice..
27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine? Out for dinner? Out? hmm... ate home on monday and sunday so shld be Saturday... Went wif Shawn dear for the ball at Meritus Mandarin
28. Favorite type chocolate bar? Loads lo... How abt last choc bar? Cadbury Fruit an Nuts 55g... hahhaa....
29. When was the last time you voted at the polls? I aint allowed to vote!!! i repeat!
30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? Never...
31. Have you ever won a trophy? Trophy? Dun think so.... hahhaa
32. Are you a good cook? Cheese Omelette anione?
33. Ever order an article from an infomercial? Nope....
34. Sprite or 7-up? 7-up... I like the Fido Dido since i was young.... =)
35. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? Nope... But goin to.... URRGH!!!!!
36. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy? Plasters?
37. Ever thrown up in public? Yup.... So sick i alighted at a bus-stop to do so... *horrible feelin*
38. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? I found true love le... so how abt letting him and me be a millionaire too? haha...
39. Do you believe in love at first sight? Definitely...
40. Can exs be friends? Good question.
41.Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? My Uncle?
42. What was the name of your first pet? I dun haf a pet of my own....
43. What is in your wallet? Money. IC. Staffpass. Ezlink cards. Atm cards. Photo of dear and me. blah blah.... e usual stuffs
44. Favorite thing to do before bedtime? Hug my bebe and meow mee and wait for dear's call...
45. What is one thing you are grateful for today? Mani... amongst em, glad i went for Pri sch gathering... glad for the family i haf... glad that my meow mee is still wif me... glad to haf bebe to accompany meow mee, glad to haf frens like yuefen and jasmine... glad to haf a kor like damao... glad to haf so mani cousins... glad to be alive... glad to belong to him... n mani more...
8/03/2004 02:32:00 pm
FACT 1:-
Name: Wong Jing Lin Jacqueline
Birth date: 29/10/83
Birthplace: Singapore
Current Location: Bro's room
Eye Color: Brownish Black
Hair Colour: err... dyed hair...forgot the colour name
Height: 1.55m ba... haiz....*shakes head*
Right handed or Left handed: Right
FACT 2:-
Weakness: Easily jealous and sensitive
Biggest fear : Losing loves one jus like tt...
Your perfect pizza: Loads of Cheese!
Goal you'd like to achieve: Havin a satisfied family
FACT 3: Your?-
Most overused phrase(s): KNS
Thoughts first waking up: Wat time le?
Best physical feature: Got meh? Ask me worse ba...
Usual bedtime: Varies... 10plus...11plus... or even later....
Most missed memory: Falling asleep wif my grandma by my side...
FACT 4: Preferences..?-
Pepsi or Coke: Coke but i prefer 7-UP
McDonald's or Burger King: BK
Single or group dates: Definitely Single
Lipton Iced Tea or Nestle tea: I like green tea
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocky]
Cappuccino or Latte: Cappuccino
FACT 5: Do you;?-
Smoke: I will cough when i inhale smoke
Sing: Seldom **And this is e song tt never ends..and it goes on and on my frens....some pple started singin w/o knowin wat it was.. and they continue singin jus bcos this is is e song tt never ends...blah blah...**
Take a shower every day: A MUST
Have a crush(es): Now? I am IN LOVE!
Think you've been in love: Definitely
Want to get married: YuP!!
Believe in yourself: Err....
Get motion sickness: Once do....
Think you're attractive: dun think so leh...
Think you're a health freak: also dun think so leh...
Get along with your parents: We seldom tok... but the r/ship is there
Like thunderstorms: NO WAY! mani things happen durin thunderstorms
Play an instrument: e erhu... hehehe
FACT 6: In the past months, you?-
Drank alcohol: Nope
Gone on a date: Yupz
Gone to the mall: Yupzz
Eaten sushi: Yupzzz
Been on stage: Yupzzzz
Gone skating: I cant skate...
FACT 7:-
Age you hope to be married: 26/27/28?? Hope lah....
Numbers and Names of Childrens: 2 children... 1 boy 1 gal.. elder bro and younger sis... name? will create one... hahaha
Describe your Dream Wedding: ~** leMmi DrEam**~
How do you want to die: peacefulli
What do you want to be when you grow up?: My husband's lovin wife, my childrens' caring mum, my family/relatives/ frens 's natural Jacqueline
FACT 8: In a boy/girl, you would want?-
Best eye colour: No preference
Best hair color: As long as soothin to e eyes
Short or long hair: Short
Weight: Dun wan too skinny one... dear u r fine... =)
FACT 9: List the number of:-
Drugs taken illegally: Countless... hahaha...
People I trust with my life: Now onli my dear...
Cd u own: I dun buy CDs...
Piercings: one on each ear..
Tattoos: No way!
Scars on my body: Got ah!!!! Lemi inspect....
Things in my past I wanna forget: I wish i can forget some but i know i cant and i shouldnt... they build up e character in me...
FACT 10: What..?-
Music are you listening to now? Fan whirling & typings....
Time is it now? 0043hrs
Your handphone model? Sony Ericsson T610
The THINGS you treasure the most? Family, frens, dear, bebe and meow mee..
What is ur fav subject? Literature is interestin...
Subject do you hate the most? Accounting and mother tongue
8/03/2004 12:50:00 am
Monday, August 02, 2004
Today is Monday.... ironicalli, i dun feel the blues.... Weird...Strange... haha... It was rainin today when i left home for work... ended up late.... couldnt catch a cab... so had to bo bian take mrt.... well...save money...Adrain showed me his watch...costed him ard $1.2k.... you qian ren.... sobz....
Finalli broke e red record today... had a referral...though she didnt invested, at least its a referral... muhahhaa.... Shall chiong again tomolo...opps... i mean wednesday... COS I ON OFF TOMOLO!!!! hahahaa.... Mum was askin me why i on off again... e way she phrased it is like i shldnt be takin my offs and leaves so frequently... Wats wrong wif takin off? i am entitled to it... I am sick of workin w/o a aim.... So why not? Seriously, i need to think deep... think abt sthin... sthin which realli jus saturate the whole back portion of my brain... constantly hauntin me... e fear it creates.....haiz..... jiu ming ah..... realli.. i duno how to start thinkin abt it... how to progress... how to end.... who can help me? if u think u can, leave a comment ba... hahaha... doubtful abt tis... cos not much pple knows abt this blog... hush hush...
Dear jus called me...complainin abt the bad state of his bunk... haha... he will be at seletar camp for the next 1 or 2 yrs... 1 yr ba... then he goin overseas study le...
Nothing to write le... no mood... suddenly feel veri sian again.... bye bloggy....
8/02/2004 08:10:00 pm
Sunday, August 01, 2004
Finalli its over.... weee... haha... It wasnt tt bad... In the early afternoon, dear sent his dad and me to bugis and simei respectively. Erica was so cute... my cousin's daughter... mixed blood of Indonesian and japanese... her eyes so big and round... And her likings for Oranges.. buay tahan... so cute.... Anywae after sis has helped me wif the eyes, i am ready to go. My auntie was complaining why shawn didnt come up jus now.. haha.. Waited for dear and at ard 5 we left for mandarin... Oh ya must thank e ever patient guy who helped me wif my contact lenses... Luv ya...We reached Mandarin and proceeded to the ballroom lobby... So mani babes and hunks wor... hahaha... Saw Danny and his gf... Still i find his gf more familiar than him... haha... Saw Desmond Seng and his gf too... And not forgetting Vincent and his partner... Hmmph... bad guy.... hahaha... We took some photos and proceeded into the ballroom. After registering, dear and i queued up for the pre event activities-- pro photo taking... haha.. dunohow to pose leh... hahah.. dun like the individual pose... haha... Wanted to haf our cartoon portraits done too... but not enuff time.. Dear intro a lot of frens to me... BUT i dun haf photographic memory.... dun remember much of em... haha... Dear bought a "rosette" for me too... sweet..
Anywae our seat was at the VIP table... ***expected but still unaccepted by moi*** hahaha.... Yuan lai his Sir and his wife frequent my branch veri often....... and they know Raymond! No wonder they look so familiar to me.... Sekali i open SDB for em b4... hahaha... Both Sir and his wife engaged in toks wif us... The whole event was great... the sequence of the events.. the performers... MDC... the lucky draw... even the speech was funi.... the video clips were satisfactory too... Had a great time... Dyin to see the pics....
After the event, dear and I joined his frens to the KTV... Family home i think... duno ah... onli know is next to Singapore conference hall... 2nd time there... We spent some time there but left early... Tired and my eyes cant tahan the smoke... so we left ard 2...
Dear I had a great time... I love u...... And i am so proud of u.....
8/01/2004 02:48:00 pm
