Sunday, October 29, 2006
Many years ago.. but not too many years ago.. Mrs Wong gave birth to a baby gal (ME) after labour pain of more than 24 hrs.. Hows tt for a stubborn gal? hahaha... Perhaps she wanted to come out on 31Oct Halloween Day? =p I love today's celebration~~!!!Thanks my frens for the many bdae greetings.. sms..email.. frenster msg.. frenster testimonial.. and of cos the 0458hrs morning call from TZ n frens.. (to ask me go toilet n bdae greetings)... MeMorAble okiez? haha...
10/29/2006 11:47:00 pm
Had lunch with the 2 gals yesterday (Sat) afternoon. One auntie included... hehe...
Ate at this HK style or rather jus HK food sort of place at Taka. The service... haiz.... cmi...
Well at least the dessert is okie.. Anyway its the company tt matters the most..
Another round of "We write ur bdae card in front of u" this yr. Not sian meh u gals? hahhaha....
Received a cute hp pouch.. card holder and taka vouchers... Mei you xin meh?? I dun think so lah... Love u gals the most le lah... haha.. As usual.. we took photos at the photo sticker shop.. HMV this time. Going to scan em in some time next week i hope!
Dear picked me up in the late afternoon to go Vivo City!! Yeah!!! First time there.. It was easy to find parking too.. Wasted no time at tt... (My idea of the lights... duhz...). We liked the outdoor concept on the third level... realli nice... So different.. Can see sentosa.. haha.. We did some shopping before catching the movie "The Guardian" at GV. Nice show abt the US Coast Guard.. got handsome guy somemore.. =p. Tried a dress at Forever 21... small size but the shoulder dun fit.. sian... But anywae dun think I will wear it out often even if I bought it.. I still like my denims.. haha.. We didnt managed to finish shopping... Didnt manage to buy my mphosis bag.. cos closed le.. or rather we gave up finding the store cos most of the shopd were closed... So sad...
On the way home.. dear finally gave me my present~!! hhehe.. Thanks dear!! I love the top!!! I guessed u might buy it... see ur bdae surprise failed again!! haha... my 6th sense the strongest!! Love you!!!!
Hao le shall end here le... got to zzz.. tomolo is a long day! Family BBQ at Coasta Sands!!! Hope its fun!
10/29/2006 01:13:00 am
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Everything is going the wrong way.The lump in the throat jus gets bigger.
I dun like it. I hate it.
Why?
Ever consider my feelings?
The girls dun. Neither did the guy.
Am I transparent? Am I just a mirror?
Ever stood in my shoes? Pls stop treating me like I am u.
I am there. I am myself.
It hurts. It seriously does.
I cant voice out. I cant make u understand.
I feel hurt. We hurt our r/ship.
Sadness and anger.
Bitterness.
I cant stop thinking. I wish time goes back.
Stop it. Go backwards.
I need a shoulder. The shoulder is being pushed away.
Whirling thoughts. Flowing tears.
Why. How.
The ice jus forms. The sparkles ended.
Its hard and cold. I cant feel the warmth.
I can only smile. My heart is breaking.
Dun let me see you. I want to run away.
Far far away......
No one understands.
They dun. You cant.
Disappointed. Frightened.
I am tired...
10/24/2006 12:38:00 am
Saturday, October 21, 2006
I took the bus home from school today.Took 154 to KAP then change to 852.
Jus like my poly days...
Those were the days...
The happy and sad times...
Travelling on the bus...
With my frens.. with my fren.. with my ex.. by myself.. alone..
Alone. I like it alone.
Its a long journey where I can clear my thoughts...
I liked it last time.
I still do today.
Realised that my favourite seat is at the back...
Ard the middle of the back.. Where I can place my legs on the small platform.
The window seat. With no one beside me. Air con of cos.
Its only today that I realised it.
Strange huh?
The ride today was a peaceful one.
But its always the same. Last time and now.
Along the journey I will think of different pple.
KAP bus stop.
The fire station at the junction before Bishan.
The bus stop before Ang Mo Kio.
The park at Ang Mo Kio.
The bus stop I alighted.
Different scenes played through my mind.
Some made me smiled whilst some made the tears form.
Everytime its like that.
Somehow I have a feeling this will continue forever.
Everytime I travel this way.
I am a sentimental person.
I am a emotional person.
This is me.
10/21/2006 12:39:00 am
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Keynesian Cross Model?? I duno how to apply to my assignment!!! I jus dun haf the mood to do my assignment this weekend... Feel so slack... Jus tired I guess... Woke up realli late these 2 days.. 12pm plus.. hows tt for weekend pigging in? The feeling is shiok I tell u... hahaha...Feel kinda shakey now.. cos of the dream I had jus now.. Dreamt abt train and ship... of killers and guns.. and hideouts.. and yellow canvas and blood.. hmm I killed 2 pple with a gun jus now.. Bang Bang!! whoops! =( Dear say I doing James Bond act out in my sleep... Duno whats in my mind nowadays... Jus feel so tired and fed up.. Unable to express out my thoughts even though my brain is bursting with problems and ideas... Work HAZE school Haze Family HAZe Frens HAZE Finance HAZZEE Health HHHHAAAZZEEE..... Issit my eyesight or issit the Haze??
Whilst on the phone last nite, dear and I were thinking of our future... Haiz.. It seems like finance is a huge problem~ As always.. Why cant we win Toto? Like the guy at CF who won 90k...... gosh..... drools~~~
Dear said if we had such a win, we will get married immediately.. haha..
I told dear if we had such a win, I wont be tokin to him on the phone right then already (last nite). We will be out enjoying.. Maybe on a cruise with our family.. That's nice!
Then we tok abt how he will propose to me...
It seems like a lot of pple are proposing, ROM-ing this yr...
Like my kor Terry who had a successful proposal with my Da Sao Serene...
Like sis Alvin who proposed on the duck tour...
Like a primary sch fren whom I noted from Frenster who recently got ROM too...
I told dear I want it to be a reali surprise and romantic... But i doubt it will happen~~ haha.. Nevertheless, its fun thinking of the various ways he can do it...
Like the car thingy... The Musical fountain thingy... The puppy thingy...
=) Feel so happi jus thinking of such scenes... hahaha.. Think too much le...
No $$ how to get married?? Both of us wan to be financially stable b4 committing to the next level of life... So marriage will be out of the plan till some yrs later...
So will it be still Shawn n Jacqueline??? Wat do ya say?
Gonna go Ikea later... But for now, shall see if I can get the Keynesian Cross Model worked out or not... HMMPH!!
10/15/2006 02:23:00 pm
Saturday, October 14, 2006
I was having my lecture a couple of hours ago at SIM. A lesson I had wanted to concentrate on but cant. Partly was cos of the dry lecture content and the other factor was the grp of irritating gals sitted in front of us!!!! Super irritating!!! They obviously are in their 20s and but they were behaving like 12 or 13 yrs old!! Grabbing each other's lecture notes and poking each other with highlighter...I dun care if they are not interested in the lecture but me and my frens were super bothered with the commotion they created throughout the lecture! They aint even listening to the lecturer! Makes us wonder why on earth they attended the lesson... They were practically talking and laughing through the 2 1/2 hrs of lessons... Buay tahan...
How inconsiderate can they get?? Makes me lose concentration during the lecture... irritating... People around were so fed up too that I can hear "hush!" comments made from them. I was thinking if someone will be irritated enough to shout at them.. haha.. then I can see show........ But too bad there was none.................
10/14/2006 02:15:00 am
Monday, October 09, 2006
I am so irritated...Sometimes I think life is so unfair...
You work like a slave,
but u dun get a fair treatment..
I am tired..
Very tired..
I am task oriented.
But do be fair ok?
My limit is there le.
Time isnt enuff.
WAT DO U WANT ME TO DO!!!!!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
10/09/2006 11:33:00 pm
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Sis!!!Dun say dun have...
Good Luck n all the best for later part of the day!!!
10/07/2006 02:58:00 am
Haze haze go away.. dun come again another day...
The haze is terrible... Makes the throat dry... visibility greatly reduced... makes my boy sick... Dun like!!!
I am dead tired... Its been a super busy week.. But duno why I jus dun feel like sleeping now... Perhaps all the working reduced my brain cells?? What am I saying? If brain cells reduced, the possibility of zzzing shld be higher mah... haiz...
I think I am growing fatter... Every day I have been stuck at my seat from morning till evening... Dun even need to go out for lunch.. Food jus appears on my desk.. sigh~~
Monday:
Wake up... Reach office at 9am.. Sit down... Do report/Do FF... sit sit sit... 2 plus... open mouth eat lunch... sit sit sit... 6pm plus... leave for school... 10pm plus leave for home... sleep...
Tuesday:
Wake up... Reach office at 9am.. Sit down... Do report/Do FF... sit sit sit... 2 plus... open mouth eat lunch... sit sit sit... 8pm plus... leave for home... 9 plus 10 eat dinner... sleep...
Wednesday:
Wake up... Reach office at 9am.. Sit down... Do report/Do FF... sit sit sit... 2 plus... open mouth eat lunch... sit sit sit... 8pm plus... leave for home... 9 plus 10 eat dinner... sleep...
Thursday:
Wake up... Reach office at 9am.. Sit down... Do report/Do FF... sit sit sit... 2 plus... open mouth eat lunch... sit sit sit... 8pm plus... leave for home... 9 plus 10 eat dinner... sleep...
Friday:
Wake up... Reach office at 9am.. Sit down... Do report/Do FF... sit sit sit... 2 plus... open mouth eat lunch... sit sit sit... 6pm plus... leave for school... 10pm plus leave for home...BLOG on bed!!!
How to be not fat?? Eat and no burn fats... Dun even need to walk out for lunch... No wonder getting fatter and whiter like pig... No see sun one loh.... sobzz...
10/07/2006 12:47:00 am
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Ever since I permed my hair...I woke up earlier so that I can style it and not be late for work..
Sometimes it gets so unmanageable, I was later than usual..
Then on the way to work.. wind blow blow... messy again...
Reach office... See mirror, sian...
Go toilet see mirror, more sian...
Go home wash hair... super sian.. cos quite hard to get the wax out...
But,
Sometimes, the hair gets easier to style..
Just a bit of wax, it turns out nice...
Then like so special... wahahaa...
Then at home, put on hair band... so sweet... hahahaha..*yeuks*
However,
The cons wins the pros..
I see my straight hair photo I so sad...
The bad hair days was more than the good hair days..
I dun wana wake up with lion hair le...
I dun wana have such dry hair....
So,
I rebonded my hair today.
Burnt a hole in my pocket bigger than the previous one..........
Anyone wana contribute to Jaclin's Fund??
KaiQing??
10/01/2006 01:58:00 am
