Sunday, October 16, 2005
16th October 2005A sunday... A much looked-forward-to sunday... hehe =)
After one week of hard work, one week of slogging at my new 2nd home...
Finally......................... =)
But then again, in less than 24 hrs time, its back to work again... Monday Blues.. UUrrgh! =(
On a more positive note, i shall tok abt happier things... =)
So lemmi think... shhh... mmm... ok.. ya.. I went for a dinner with dear on friday.. At Siem Reap... Next to Indochine... the ambience is fantastic... The food is special.. The person sitting opposite me is handsome... haha.. Thanks dear...
Yesterday.. saturday.. Went to 2nd home and then went for roadshow... Yes.. I still need to go roadshows... haiz rite? But then again, its jus gift redemption.. somemore can get pay haha.. why not? Had dinner with Liwei at Crystal Jade.. she treat.. so nice of her.. We were tokin away and then i suddenly feel that i miss em all so much... Hiaz... The new colleagues are a nice lot.. but its different.. if u know wat i mean...
Actualli I am positive that I am able to slowly get used to the new home... But its just tt sometimes, some pple jus makes me super pissed.. I absolutely detest irresponsible pple... A LOT.. Things can realli get to the pt whereby I jus feel so fed up and tired... I are helpin him, but it doesnt get appreciated. Yes u say thanks... u say u are sincerely thankful... But words are meaningless unless u realli mean it!
I can kill u and later say sorry... i can slap u and say my hands should be chopped off too! S-o-r-r-y... hey i can say tt too! Anione can! Everybody can! Wat realli matters is whether u realli feel apologetic and make sure u dun repeat ur horrible mistakes again!! Its a horrible feelin having to repeat n repeat to a plank of metal which is totally unreceptive of wat that is told to him! He says he is absorbing... but I dun see it! Nobody sees it! For he is still committing the same silly mistakes and being bo chup! Hello?!?! The advices just kept reflecting off the metal plank... And the plank? Its cold n hard.
Things just overwhelmed me n i jus burst. Hey, if u been here for only 1 or 2 mths, ok i still accept it... But how mani mths have u been here?? And its simple tasks! I aint askin u to fly into the sky. I know pigs cant fly! I am jus askin for u not to roll in the mud that much! I haf been realli patient towards u le. But no. NO more! U are proving too much a challenge that my patience aint able to endure. Last time, i am able to grab hold of u jus by walking. Now? U can say u are with customer when actualli u aint. Wat can i do when u urself isnt being responsible for ur work. You go Roll in Mud if u want to. I dun care. I will just make sure u roll out with blood.
10/16/2005 09:32:00 am
