There Is Only One Happiness In Life- L♥VE

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Puke~

Wat happens when u get stressed?
Me? I cant sleep and I feel restless..
Tryin to sleep havent been much effective..
Been having sleepless nites since that day..
I keep on thinkin abt it!
Been tossing and turning in bed..
Why? I didnt do anything wrong..
Instead its the correct procedure..
But somehow, becos of his actions.. and therefore my actions.. and now, I can dare say he's pretty much ruined...
But its his own mistake in the first place rite?
Why did he have to do it?
Jus becos of this case, I felt like I am stranded in a place where different emotions conquer me.. Resent.. Sadness.. Guilt.. Justice.. Everything!!!
Damn.. Now I feel inefficient..
Now my stomach feels weird too.. haiz~

2/28/2006 09:37:00 pm

Sunday, February 26, 2006

hORn!!!

hORN! HOrN!!! someone loves his new horn so much tt he is horning several times a day~~ Not on purpose one lor... its with purpose one~ I come to realise that driving on saturday nites isnt easy at all.. show rite? Especially when u drive in town.. or geylang.. or.. well duno le.. I very lu chi one..

Geylang.. Went there jus now.. Dun think Y Y.. we were sending uncle to e other mobile shop. That was after roadshow in e afternoon, dinner with Laura n Raymond at Swensens Bishan, hospital visit with auntie, sam n dear to see shawn's grandma ( Me n dear refer to her as Mexico Popo)in e evening... Oh we had dinner at Lavender..ermm.. Lavender Food centre?? at balestier.. Saw a poly fren there too.. Peiling.. Didnt managed to talk to her though..

My pay is in.. but I cant touch it~ sob.. got to pay my yearly insurance premium.. sobz... I am broke... I am waiting for next mth's pay.. plus e pathetic VWS.. ahh!!! Pathetic!!

Jus now I had a wild tot.. I was thinkin on how to spend my boring day tomolo when I suddenly feel like calling auntie to ask if she will be at home tomolo. The feeling to finish off e jigsaw is so strong that I dun mind even if dear isnt at home. But of cos, I didnt do so.. haha~ Dear I know you will be complainin when u read this.. haha..

Ever tot of wat's ur favourite scent? I tot mine was e scent of light perfume.. until I realised that there's a scent on earth that makes me feel like I am floating on air~ Didnt appreciate its existence till a month or so back... Jus a sniff of tt scent, I feel love and freshness and cleanliness and warmth and comfort and all e wonderful memories and things on earth! haha... Now I am sniffing the lovely wonderful scent again~~ Ahhh~~~ the smell of D-y-n-a-m-o.. hahaahhah!! =) Why dynamo? cos dear's clothes all haf e faint scent of dynamo.. nice! nice! By e way, I was sniffin my blanky jus now.. Specially requested mum to put more dynamo when she washed my blanky e other day..

Heard the news about Former Deputy Prime Minister S. Rajaratnam? Sorry to say, I didnt really know who he is until dear told me more abt him. At least now I know tt he was the person who penned our national pledge and had contributed a lot to Singapore. One more thing I jus found out abt him was that Former Deputy Prime Minister S. Rajaratnam actually helped my mum to write 2 letters to e department concern, to allow her to stay in Singapore when she was already engaged to my dad but yet to receive PR. At that time, he was serving the Kampong Glam constituency. A relative of mine brought my mum to him and from what mummy says, he is very friendly. Hmm.. if not for him, mummy may not be allowed to stay on in Singapore whilst waiting for PR. So he does make a difference to my mum's life... No wonder she says when she heard his name, a bell rang in her head.. but she couldnt recall till that relative called today.. Thank you sir~

Okie lah shall end here le.. shall see if there is anione on msn willing to entertain me.. by e way, TZ LEE!! cant u entertain me more? hahaha~

2/26/2006 12:32:00 am

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Think B4 u do Anithing!

For really, once its done, its done. Sometimes, because of a person's laziness, he/she tends to do sthin silly. One small mistake and gone is ur future.

Didnt realli felt sorry for him initially.. but then somehow, instead of "Orbi", "Haiz" came out.. Its silly. But, u should have think before you do anithing..

Okie change topic..

Lemmi tell u how to tell a cat from a lion~

lion is from the cat family.... it is not a cat.... lion is called lion.... cats meow... lion roar... cats don't roar.... lion is not a cat so it doesn't meow... it roars... a cat is not a lion... so it meows... it doesn't roar.... cat is not lion.... lion is not fish... lion is not catfish... lion is not cuttlefish... lion is lion....

thanks to a fren who compiled this from a brilliant person.. haha~

Sian~ Got to work tomolo... Well, got OT.. so its worth ba.. hope there wont be ani hiccups.. hope everything goes fine and not too mani pple bother me... =)

2/25/2006 12:35:00 am

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Lots of thoughts~

So many things to write today...

Cos its a combined blog!! haha.. a blog tt contains info typed yesterday whilst I was on leave eng eng at home and tots I simply must pour out today.. Didnt managed to post it cos realised my connection suddenly gone crazy.. cant connect to the www lor.. so pek chek.. Somehow its back to normal today.. think Jack came home in a afternoon n did some magic.. =)

Well, here goes...

Tues....

We found out a news that was so shocking that left mani of us wondering.. Dun think I should realli tok abt it here.. but somehow, I guess its true that the higher you climb, the harder you fall... ouch~. I wonder if our future will change.. a lot tt is.. haiz.. Hehe.. give me e letter and I will be grateful n gleeful.. =)

Finalli managed to off work before 7pm.. FiNaLlI!! Met up with dear and we had dinner at Mac@Northpoint~ Fastfood~~~ Sin~~~ I had subway for lunch n Mac for dinner.. How's tt? No healthy vegetables leh.. Well aniwae, realised that dear is super observant loh!! How touching! hehe~~ I didnt say and I didnt do much and you can actually guessed it! So xi xin!! Love Ya!!

Wednesday...

I was awoken by a sms. From Joyce.. Her mum passed away on sunday.. It was a great shock to receive that sms.. Hope she is alright.. Went down with Yahui in e evening. She seemed quite strong.. but still its a loss.. Hopefully, everything else will be alright for her..

Life is so unpredictable rite.. Jus on monday I found out a colleague's mum passed away.. then the Las Vegas club boss thingy, my colleagues' colleague's relative.. Death is a process in life that everyone will end up in.. Its jus a matter of time.. And when that happens, there will be questions like who? when? why? how? Something that is sure to happen but also a part of life that many has several questions to. Something that is predictable and yet unpredictable in another way. Get what I mean? Ironic? Its associated to acceptance I guess.

By e way, dear accidentally changed a bird's life yesterday.. He tried to avoid it but failed. Though its not exactly his fault, he is apologetic already.. so shall not blame him le.. somemore I hit him so hard already.. =(

In e afternoon, I went down to "Suan4 Ming4". hehe... Well actualli Mum was supposed to bring Auntie n my 2 cousins there.. But I Kaypo and tag along.. Yenwei was the first to "Suan4 Ming4".. then me.. and Yenling decided to try too.. haha..

The nun said a few things.. lemmi jus say a bit here.. confidential mah.. haha.. She said tt I am study material.. haha.. meaning, I should study.. =).. Then she mentioned that I got no pian1 cai2.. only zheng4 cai2.. haha.. no more 4-Ds for me le lah! Then shld not eat beef... Must take special note of my health... Should start a business!! Yeah!! Overall, its jus a brief check on my life.. some I feel seemed to be quite true and some I would rather not think abt it.. hehe~ As wat we all feel, ting1 ting1 jiu4 hao3...

Oh! I must write this down! Yahui, Joyce and I were chatting when Joyce mentioned abt the Singapore- Uniquely Singapore Theme.. Then she was saying abt our proj in Tourism Marketing that time and she reminded us that my brand positioning for Singapore was Uniquely Singapore or Unique Singapore!! OMG! hahaha... I didnt even remembered!! Now that she mentioned it, it does ring a bell somewhere... Think I realli did used this positioning for Singapore.. haha.. So qiao~ Was it realli my proj? haha.. Or was it someone else in my group of frens? Got to dig out my lappy then will know le..

Its been a week le and Im still sick.. should I visit Dr Yong again? Now my ears feel so blocked that its making me irritable.. hmmph!

Thursday...

Its work as usual today.. Thursday blues.. Was kept busy for the whole morning and we only managed to go for lunch at 2 plus.. Saw him.. He looked so shag that I feel sorry for him.. haiz..

Something happened that made me furious today. Hey tt bloody moron actualli had the decency to defame me! Pui! I have eyes and ears all over okie? I know the way u were telling the rest was to make them think that u are right. But think wiser with ur pea brain moron.. Those whose brains are working well and not led and covered by stamps will know who is rite and who definitely isnt. What makes me so mad was tt someone actualli was blind enuf to protect and listen to u! Wat is the world coming to?! For all I know, the answer is there for all to see. U make me pity u for I suddenly realised that u may not haf true frens.. Poor moronic imbecile.. Opps I shouldnt even pity u. for someone like u who have no considerations for others.. who cares only for himself.. who does sins, should not even be worth any share of our heart.

Ahh.. that feels better~

=)

Now I can have a good nite sleep~

2/23/2006 09:35:00 pm

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Dinner at Fosters~

We had a late dinner at Fosters- An english rose cafe yesterday. Located at Holland Village, the ambience there is really nice. I like the warm and cosy feeling and the food is quite nice! There was a man playing the guitar live too and I really liked dazing at the the guy strumming. The whole atmosphere just made us feel so relaxed.

Shawn says:
There was also a family celebrating their youngest daughter's birthday. Hmmm... seems like they come from quite a well-to-do background. Btw, I think the restaurant is frequently patronized by a lot of tai-tais and those students from reputable schools. Well, what can I say, it's in Holland V mah. Very nice place indeed and the overall service quality is not bad except for a waitress who forgot to bring me my bill. Other than that, the waitresses and waiters that served us were very friendly and the boss was also very involved with the service. Take a look at the food we ate... Picture quality not that great as it was taken with my Nokia 6681.

Mixed Grill, chicken sausage, beef, lamb, bacon, mash potatoes and country vegetables... Yum Yum!

Our dessert, Banana Crepes... Yummy very sweet!

2/18/2006 12:13:00 pm

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

15th February 2006

15/02/06. 1 day after 14/02/06. 1 day after Valentine's day. But definately a day which has more meaning to dear and me! For today is our 2nd yr anniversary!!! Happy 2nd Year Anniversary dear!!! Had jus finished updating the other blog on how I feel we have been doin for the time we have been together.. aww~~ Now I feel more in love than ever!! hahaha...

So what plans do we have for today? Well, sad to say... none. Somehow dear had to bring some guests from XXX country around today.. So I veri ke lian.. nothing to do.. Initially we thought we can have dinner together.. but they invited him to dinner.. so bo bian... =( Hopefully we can meet up later on in the afternoon before he joins them for dinner.

But well, thinking on the bright side, its good that we dun really celebrate today. For I am sick and feel quite terrible.. Was feeling cold and sniffing on Monday evening... Throat hurts so badly that I dun feel like talkin much. Thanks to cousin Yenwei who helped me bought some strepsils at that weird timing.. The flu worsen yesterday and my nose were so red from all the blowing. Felt so out of breath when I finally reached the office that I thought I was goin to faint.

Managed to survive through and went home at 8 plus.. Dear picked me up at Khatib ( HE GOT ME A DOZEN OF RED ROSES!!! MUACK!), we had dinner at my home before finally seeing Dr Yong at 11 pm plus.. Wat a way of celebrating V day.. haha.. By e way.. hehe.. Dr Yong was goin thru my records and I lost weight!! haha! It wasnt such a sad day afterall.. =)

Oh I must talk abt how I spent saturday and sunday! On both days, we went down to dear's relative house. Saturday was the first time I interact with Sheritze and I got her so hooked on me that she wont let me go on sunday! hahaha.. meaning.. I was her nanny on sunday~ =p Find it most touching when she held my hands and keep on shouting "I like Jacqueline Jie Jie!".. =) She's 6 yrs old and is so cute!

The weekend was also spent on a box of jigsaw which we bought on saturday. So far, dear and I only managed to finish up say 15% of the 950n pcs. There's a pic of the Eeyore below! Dear and I also managed to separately purchase a gift for each other on sunday. Well, we managed to split up at Orchard and spent 1 hr or so shopping separately for the gifts! Funny rite? I bought a Nike Jacket from Hereens and he got me a whole box of hair curling and straightening appliances! haha!! Now I can curl my hair when i want to!! You are a darling my dear!

Ok lah, shall end here le... Have blogged quite a bit today.. Have posted some miscellaneous photos too. I like the one with dear's funny bloated up face! hehe!

p/s: Happy belated Valentine's Day my frens!

2/15/2006 01:04:00 pm

V day n 2nd Anniversary gift to dear!! He likes it!!

2/15/2006 12:13:00 pm

Squirrel in uniform took a nut to nibble on..

2/15/2006 12:12:00 pm

Can u see the 2 birds?? A blur photo taken by me in a haste b4 the 2 birds fly out of my balcony~ FYI, they are yellow in color!

2/15/2006 12:11:00 pm

Dear and I managed to put poor Eeyore together~

2/15/2006 12:10:00 pm

Darling and me at her home~

2/15/2006 12:09:00 pm

My adorable man~ haha.. he gonna kill me for posting this pic..

2/15/2006 12:09:00 pm

Arent the tortoises cute?!

2/15/2006 12:09:00 pm

Cute Yuina!! Sister of lovely Erika!

2/15/2006 12:07:00 pm

Lastly, how's this for a home-cooked meal?! Lovely? Not done by me though~~

2/15/2006 12:05:00 pm

Friday, February 10, 2006

Circles99

Ever heard of Circles99? Was part of this grp in circles99 last time.. hehe.. Was just randomly searching for sthin when i chanced upon this link again. Its been so longgg since i last logged in to that acc. Yes i still remember my login id n password.. hehe. Wat realli amazed me is who else also logged in recently! haha.. guess we 4 realli do miss e old times.. I used to log in everyday without fail.. jus to see if there were ani recent updates.. Those were the days... Think its already forgotten by many le. Oh, ya.. fyi, its a "forum" for members of NPCO. =)

2/10/2006 10:51:00 pm

Monday, February 06, 2006

Blehz~

Woke up at nearly 11am. Had a veri weird dream before that. Dreamt tt I was tryin to think of ways to wake myself up before Irine n Pei Pei... for wat i duno.. All tt i know was tt I MUST wake before em.. even 1 split sec before em will do fine.. so that i will not be late... Late for wat? Duno.. late for work perhaps...

Haiz...

HAIZ...

I got the TUESDAY BLUES!!!!

After a week plus of leave, enjoyin the rest and getting fat from all e new yr goodies, tomolo will be the day tt i get back to work.. SIanz.. Been tryin not to think abt it since saturday evening... Boo Hoo... But alas...

Well, so aniway its back to work tomolo.. think to liven up my spirit, I shall... shall wear the new pair of shoes i bought yesterday!! heheh!! Cheap okie? Less than $30.. bought a bag as well. but tt costs more.. sadzz.. Bought a cheap watch at 10bucks.. hehe.. its so cheap tt i cant resist it!! Somehow i haf the feelin the watch is imported from BKK.. haha.. well nvm. Enjoyed spending the day with dear yesterday.. Well, I say rephrase... Whenever I am spending time with dear, I am loving every second of it~ =) Muackz!

Oh jus realised tt Jocelyn replied me via frenster le.. think i shall call her tonite to chat abt the topic.. haha.. hope she dun mind~ =)

Ok lah, shall let my eyes rest le.. have been hoggin e pc since i woke up, watching movies.. haha.. thats nearly 6 hrs i think! some deprived of sleep pple had only 6 hrs of sleep last nite, and i actualli rot 6 hrs of my time away?! haiz... think i will regret it tomolo morning when i wake up and had to tug myself to work.. ciaoz..

2/06/2006 04:36:00 pm

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Primary colours

http://www.cs.bham.ac.uk/~mer/colour/primaries.html

And I realli, truefulli, honestly thought e primary colours are Red Blue n Yellow..
Shawn proved me wrong.. haiz.. We even bet $50 bucks on it.. duhz..
It was taught in Primary Sch rite?!

Cant remember how we came to this topic.. but well, at least now I know the primary colours are RGB.. Red Green Blue. Feel kinda stupid though.. I realli tot its Red Blue n Yellow.. was so positive on it.. haiz.. ben dan~

We went for our Primary school gatherin today. Didnt manage to hold it at neither Mrs Beh nor Mrs Lim's house this yr. Instead, we went to Jane's house. Not much pple this yr but got new face. Mr Zhangwei.. haha.. oh ya George's gf came over too.. Well, we ought to refer her using her name, Kristen. If i aint wrong. We were on e topic of identity.. haha.. On how pple refer me as Shawn's gf.. blah blah.. n not as Jacqueline.. I realli detest it loh.. Its like I am identitless lor! Cmon, I got a name lor! Lucky thing is dear has been understanding abt this. Now we will intro each other when we see our frens. Sometimes i forget lah hor.. so sorry.. but dear also will forget stimes de. But somehow it seems like I aint the only person to suffer from that. So guys, do remember to give identities to pple k? Dun allow pple to be hidden under other's shadows. Its rude.

Oh I must blog abt GG. GG is Jane's silky terrier. Pretty pretty doggie with lovely hair. Cant wait till I get my own dog... Dreamz~~~~~~~~ It can do some tricks too.. but got to tease it with some treats first. hehe. ok lah i shall end here... Think I will dream of my dog later~ hehe~

2/04/2006 10:25:00 pm