Saturday, April 29, 2006
Xman... (Can I write Xmas?) actually found an old photo of mine.. OMG....
Heng xiang loh!!! I got my mum, my cousins, my bro and shawn to look at it and all is agreeable loh!! hahaha... I got a sister somewhere out there... hehe
4/29/2006 11:44:00 am
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Jus a call and he might have to leave...Dun like!
But its a challenge for em he says...
A rare opportunity...
True...
But I still dun like mah!!!
Haiyoh!!!!
4/27/2006 09:42:00 pm
Sunday, April 23, 2006
I tot my bones broke whilst I had my sleep last nite.. Perhaps all e cycling and running non-stop in my dream shattered my brittle bones.. haha.. In this particular dream, I was a boy.. somehow I was hiding from another guy.. I had something tt he wanted badly.. god knows wat..Well aniwae, my bones hurt so much my breakfast was a full glass of milk. I tot last min milk replenishment might help a little.. (how stupid .. i knoe..).. Ended up I had the runs the whole day... An hour after "breakfast", I had to rush to the toilet... Luckily the trip to Jurong Pt wasnt spoilt by the stupid lactose-intolerant stomach of mine. Jus came out of the toilet again jus now... Next time.. next time half a glass the most... hahaha... or 1/4 ba... =p
After 2 yrs plus, I saw her again. A mixture of feelings. Am glad she didnt saw me.. i think so bah... A few more steps to the left and we might be entering thru the same door.. Luckily the day wasnt tt bad after all.
By e way, the movie "Take the Lead" is a fabulous show.. Yenwei! I saw it on ur blog tt's why i watched okie? hahaha.... Yenling.. Dance lessons? My fingers kept tapping thru the show.. =)
4/23/2006 10:33:00 pm
Friday, April 21, 2006
Dear drove me home in another car yesterday. A Nissan silver old car. Cos his car was smashed at the back. Yes the yellow banana suffered yet another round of injuries. The accident was horrible. When I called him the other nite, he said "Dear my car involved in a serious accident, But I'm ok. Call u later okie? Everyone is ok."..... The next few minutes was spent lyin on my bed.. blank.. Luckily dear's mummy called later and explained to me what happened. No one in e car was seriously injured but the banana's back was smashed by a pick-up. The whole rear glass shattered. Dear had jammed braked when a motorbike in front started skidding ard.During the few minutes, after hanging up with dear, so many wild tots jus came across in my mind. I was worried for dear.. for the pple in his car.. for the pple ard his car.. for any injuries.. for any law broken.. for the car.. for the future.. for lotsa lotsa things.. Felt much calmer when auntie called. I cant imagine e consequences if sthin much more undesirable happened.
This lead me on to think abt the loss in my life.. Grandma, Him, Huiling, Him, Her, Grandpa... I dun like... Some are controllable and some arent. But they are fated isnt it? If i didnt lose him, I wont haf him rite? If i didnt lose him, I also wont haf him... So if I lose him too? I dun wan to think abt tt. And I seriously dun wish to have a moment in future having to consider this as an option. Maybe I wont be given a choice. Maybe it will be a fact. Hopefulli, it wont be... For he is the only one I want.. Irreplaceable..
4/21/2006 12:53:00 pm
Monday, April 17, 2006
Not another Nightmare!This time round, I got landed in a situation. I will be getting married the next day. Not to Shawn but to a neighbour's son! Shawn doesnt even exists in this dream. And the neighbour's son? I dun think so...
Somehow it's like a forced marriage. Everyone else thinks tt we are oh so compatible and a great couple. But it isnt true! He's a weirdo who doesnt speak much to me! And thruout the whole time whereby we were supposed to be dating, I never ever went out once with him! Its like a curse... Not to mention the fact that he does behave like a weird psycho..
Luckily in e end, I managed to approach the neighbour.. the guy's mum and managed to convinced her tt I cant possibly get married to her son.. And she actualli accepted my request. To think tomolo is the wedding date and all her dinner invites were sent out. Good thing was, my family didnt have any invites to send out. Sweat ah... I woke up feeling so relieved...
I wonder what does this dream represent.. How I wish I know someone who can interpret my weird weird dreams for me..
Met up with dear at Orchard yesterday.. As usual I am late and he had to entertain himself at the Borders. Dear bought a top from Topmen and I managed to get a present for Ms Jasmint.. whose bdae is on wednesday.. Meeting her n YF later for our yearly bdae celebration.. haha..
Caught the movie Inside Man at Shaws. The show's nice. Its abt a cop, a bank robber and several hostages. Mainly its abt the cop and the robber negotiating and how the robber finally escaped. I would haf enjoyed the show more if it isnt for the uncomfortable seat at the Classic theatre and the moronic imbecile sitting behind me who kept kicking my seat. hard. What's wrong with ur leg!? Cant u keep it to urself? Once or twice I dun mind.. but more than 10 times in just over 2 hrs?! Idiotic! Couldnt help giving him a glare after the show. Guys. I know ur legs are long. But u being in a uncomfortable position doesnt mean that those seated in front of u deserve a kick at the back of their seat alright? Wat if I realli have spinal problems?! Idiot.
Its now 4.04pm.. i am starting to have tuesday blues.. (btw... i m on leave today.. muahahha). Maybe I should go iron clothes now.. sigh...
4/17/2006 03:35:00 pm
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Finalli~I finalli finished the whole Da Chang Jin vcd le.. Realli love this drama.. The last few episodes made me wept a bit.. Aint surprising rite? After so many sleepless nites.. so mani 3/4 am-then-sleep-nites I think I am suffering from serious vampire effect. Only dear knoes what I mean.. Think from tonite onwards, I can sleep at normal timin le.. Now also panda eye le.. Zhi Zhao de hor?
Yesterday was a PH... good.. I love public holidays.. Remember the post abt how much I love PH to off/leave days? Jus to re-emphasize the pros, PH--> everybody no work!! So unlike off/leave days, I wont haf to go back to office the next day having to clear more than the day's work.
Well anyway, accompanied dear to sim lim yesterday.. After tremendous hair pulling frustrations, dear decided to buy a shuttle to replace the CPU at home. However he changed his mind and bought a MA MA ban and some other parts instead. I tot we can go shoppin after that.. But. . he was so enthu abt fixing the pc that we went home instead... duhz.......e torncity game must be 1 of the main reasons... =( So we spent the rest of the evening at his house.. Him doin the pc.. and Me doin e jigsaw.. Finalli e blue sky is completed!! muahha.. Left the huge portions of greenies.. -_-" Can one lah hor dear?
Today was spent rotting at home.. didnt managed to go out.. The sudden pour of rain smashed the idea of goin out for a movie n of cos some shoppin... =p So we spent some time melting choc. Yup. We melted chocolates and put em into moulds. Heart shaped mould okie? Though the choc didnt get as smooth as we wanted it to be, its still nice lah hor? Some more today is the 15th leh! April 15th 2006.. Happi 2 yr 2 mths anniversary dar!
Btw, thanks for the frens who kaypo-ed abt my knee.. its better now le.. thanks ah! Better pray that I wont fall down again okie? Else I keep on grumbling abt it to u guys.. Now I am more concerned abt my mouth.. tooth.. jaw.. watever.. the pain is still troubling me since ard 5 days ago.. Pray its not the growth of the Wisdom tooth.... $$$ n pain..... help~~
4/15/2006 07:59:00 pm
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Another Dream~Had another weird dream last nite......
I was in a school of some sort.. There was a female, Shawn's fren (She does exists in real life!) who says things to make me look bad in front of others.. Her words made me feel so bad that I felt horrible.
Next scene-- I hid in a corner and was found by an ex--R. He comforted me and duno played what game with me. It made me feel so much better.
Next scene-- The female was at Shawn's house. Shawn's mummy was there too. Somehow I knoe even though I wasnt there. I wrote a email / letter to Shawn's mummy and told her how despicable the female was. What happened next made me feel so glad. Shawn's mummy realised how evil the female is and exposed her evil-doings to Shawn. They made her leave the house immediately. Yippee!!
p.s: The female was there as a fren onli.. but as a fren who wanted to manipulate my shawn.. Evil rite?? In real life, I dun think she is that bad lah... haha... So weird the dream...
4/12/2006 09:39:00 pm
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Veri sad....Am veri sad today.. or rather since jus now.. For the first time in several several years, I fell down and hurt myself... Now my knee's pain is so unbearable... See the blood n scrab n bruise n bump.. red red green green purplish too... sian loh... Its not jus the pain.. I had wanted to go swimmin tomolo de loh.. Now?!?! AIyoh! angry n sad loh! Then wat do I do tomolo? Irritating...
4/08/2006 02:10:00 am
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
Interactive Johari WindowDear frens,
do click on the link and let me satisfy my curiosity? haha.. just for fun~
http://kevan.org/johari?name=jacmeows
4/04/2006 10:09:00 pm
Sunday, April 02, 2006
23 hours in a day?Ever wonder wat it will be like if there is only 23hrs in a day?
1 hr less to sleep?
1 hr less to rot in front of the tv?
1 hr less to swim?
1 hr less to spend time with ur frens?
1 hr less to have dinner with ur dearest family members?
or hehe.. 1 hr less time to work?
Hmm.. think I will want my 1 hr back.. even if it means sacrificing the 1 hr less to work.. I need my precious 1 hr!! Been so busy at work nowadays..
This weekend is somehow quite long.. maybe I managed to lengthen the 24 hrs into 25 hrs ba.. haha...
Fri was spent.. hmm.. wat did I do? shit. I forgot totalli.. After work I.. Oh ya.. I went for the dinner with my colleagues.. My boss booked 2 tables at this Teochew restaurant at Hougang For his promotioncalabration ba.... 2nd time there le.. the food is nice.. Most of my colleagues love the Yam dessert most.. haha.. hai yao da bao leh!! Whilst the dinner is nice, its becos of this dinner that I didnt managed to go Batam.. The timing dun allow loh.. sian sian sian.. Dun go for dinner? U think I can decide ah?
Sat... I woke up veri late.. Cos I was awake watching the VCD till e wee hrs.. MUahahah!! Da Chang Jin rox!! Dear came over and woke me up.. We went to Northpoint and hehe.. I bought a swimming costume! hehe.. =P Went for a swim in e afternoon... hehe.. I cant help lafing.. hehe.. Cos its been soo sooooo long since I went into the pool.. U know.. flabby fats..yikes..
Sunday was spent rotting in front of the tv whole day watchin the fabulous Da Chang Jin!! haha.. nothing happening.. as if my life is happening.. The feeling is so nice.. dragged a mattress and jus there in front of the tv.. nobody to disturb me.. no phone calls either.. except from dear.. =)
Monday... dark blue day.. luckily I managed to finish up my work n help to cover cynthia's.. today is time no enuff.. perhaps its the work ba.. time seems to pass realli fast..
Tuesday.. today. Lunch was perfect! We went down to Maxwell and had laksa.. Realised how tut4 i was.. I didnt know there is a famous Ham Chee Beng store at Maxwell selling the cripsy flavoured dough at so cheap that it costs only $1.oo for 7 pcs! But the unique thing abt this store was that u got to fry the ham chee beng urself! Joanne n Hilary were the dough fryers who ended up smellin like ham chee beng themselves.. so cute..
Someone pissed me off today. That moron insulted me by sayin those words. Hello? I know my work okie? Dun u dare doubt me. U are the one who doesnt know wat u r sayin. And in other to get ard the problem, u wan him to use the incorrect and absolutely wrong procedure? You are so damn incorrigible! I am doin my job. U dare say I duno my job? Hello? Who found out abt tt stupid actions done by that pig? Who reported it? Who detected it? Had I not detected it, who will die with that pig? U are so damn inconsiderate for others feelings. U think jus by being able to work ard the problem u are brilliant? U are so much of a moronic imbecile! Again, I look down on u!!! #%^&*&*()*()*($$%#$$%@$!@&*&!@()&!(#*&!@*(#&!@*(&#!@*()#&$%@&&**
Suddenly realise tt the title of the blog entry n my content dun link.. duhz..
4/02/2006 10:38:00 pm
