Friday, April 21, 2006

Dear drove me home in another car yesterday. A Nissan silver old car. Cos his car was smashed at the back. Yes the yellow banana suffered yet another round of injuries. The accident was horrible. When I called him the other nite, he said "Dear my car involved in a serious accident, But I'm ok. Call u later okie? Everyone is ok."..... The next few minutes was spent lyin on my bed.. blank.. Luckily dear's mummy called later and explained to me what happened. No one in e car was seriously injured but the banana's back was smashed by a pick-up. The whole rear glass shattered. Dear had jammed braked when a motorbike in front started skidding ard.

During the few minutes, after hanging up with dear, so many wild tots jus came across in my mind. I was worried for dear.. for the pple in his car.. for the pple ard his car.. for any injuries.. for any law broken.. for the car.. for the future.. for lotsa lotsa things.. Felt much calmer when auntie called. I cant imagine e consequences if sthin much more undesirable happened.

This lead me on to think abt the loss in my life.. Grandma, Him, Huiling, Him, Her, Grandpa... I dun like... Some are controllable and some arent. But they are fated isnt it? If i didnt lose him, I wont haf him rite? If i didnt lose him, I also wont haf him... So if I lose him too? I dun wan to think abt tt. And I seriously dun wish to have a moment in future having to consider this as an option. Maybe I wont be given a choice. Maybe it will be a fact. Hopefulli, it wont be... For he is the only one I want.. Irreplaceable..

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JacLin Wong ♥

Loves: family, dear, friends, meow mee, bebe, bebe no.2, dumbo, puppies, a good read, sleep, kites, rainbows, watermelon, good hair days, non-pms days, good skin (haiz), good coffee, tissues, peace, romantic comedies, blog-hopping, nice nails, good company, shopping, pple-watching, massages, scalding hot soup, dad's western soup, mum's chinese soup, dear's hugzzz ^-^

Hates: Lizards, flying bugs, irresponsibility, backstabbers, pple who cant keep their hands to themselves, sorethroats, ibs, bad hair days, bad skin, fats, pimples, thunderstorms, rain when I am outside, the fear of falling/slipping down, back pain, dirt, mud!!, my nervousness, red/green pepper, ladys fingers, moronic imbeciles (pple I define under this category haha~)

Wishlist: More clothes, More shoes, pass for my exams/projs/assignments, a better paying and fun job, a trip to Taiwan with dear, love ones to be happy & healthy, new Watch!!!, home makeover!

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