Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Feeling kinda disturbed now..Was on my way home just now when I saw something which makes me very startled.
Was walking back from Khatib... With MP3 plugged in, I realised a small crowd forming some distance in front of me..
As I approached, realised that someone is shouting..
Being kaypo, I pulled out one of my ear piece..
This guy(lets call him G).. perhaps.. 30s to 40s yrs, was shouting and bent down to pick something from the grass patch along the road. It was a pair of specs.
I was thinking... ok maybe someone bumped into G and he dropped his specs and therefore lost his temper..
But G actualli placed the specs on a elderly man. I was walking so I didnt really notice if it was a gentle act or a angry motion.
My tots changed.. ok maybe G bumped into the old man and dropped the old man's specs and someone chided him.
Next thing I saw was G putting his hands around another person's neck. You know, its like strangling the person but without the grasp. Just the fingers curved around the neck. I was nearer this time round and could hardly believe wat I saw. At first I tot the person G was "strangling" was a uncle.. but it turns out to be a auntie (A)with really short hair.. A was just standing there and doing nothing when G placed his hands around her neck, shouting "NI yao wo ze me yang?!".
I duno what went wrong but how can someone actually do that!!!
I walked past them but couldnt help but notice more shouts from behind. This time round the woman's shoutings were loud.. I can see pple looking at their direction.. I cant imagine what is happening and just plugged in my ear piece to force out all the commotion. Feels really disturbed.. What could have happened? Was it a family argument? The uncle and auntie looks like the rough guy (G)'s parents. If this is the case, then how can someone do such an action to his mum????! Really stunned me. I wonder what happened next.. I dun wish to know too.. haiz..
Sometimes, seeing such sad things realli makes me very disturbed..
I wonder if I am too sensitive/ think too much or wat...
Whilst returning from lunch just now, I saw a guy picking up cigarette butts from the dustbin to smoke.. Maybe just to enjoy the last few puffs.. but of someone else's cigarette.. Feels sad when I see this.. I quickly looked away but again tots just goes into my head.. why... why.. why.. =(
Then there was this other time I see an old uncle picking up someone's else unfinished lunch and combine with yet another person's unfinished meal at the HongLim food center.. I didnt continue lookin after that.. I dun wan to see what goes next.. I just feel sad.. Why are there so may pitiful pple around us? What did they do in their past lives to deserve such .. punishments..?
What determines a person's lifeor fate? Does God exists? Is there really retribution? Does what goes round comes around? Were they bad? Or are they just innocent pple who are really that suay or born with such "ku3 ming4" (bitter life) intended for em?
I feel sorry for the families that lost their loves one in the Dragon Boat accident a few days ago.. Be strong my dears..
11/27/2007 10:10:00 pm
