Saturday, August 23, 2008
Sometimes we just wish time would stop and everything remains status quo..But there are also times when one gets bored and sick of the never changing lifestyle.
Do I ask for a lot?
Searching for a answer which doesnt seems to come to me.
Being in a situation which doesnt seems right but yet unable to detect the problem.
Fill my bottle with sand and water. I get mud.
Murky colour.. horrible look.. something which I really hate.
I am confused.
What is the problem?
Is there an answer?
Can the answer be found?
How do we go about searching for the answer?
Who can help me?
Why is there a problem in the first place?
Who is at fault?
Issit nobody's fault?
Issit my fault?
What can I do?
Will this be solved?
When can it be solved?
What will happen next?
Life is really unpredictable.
I really duno what I want.
Someone turned on the tap again.
8/23/2008 01:04:00 pm
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Finally submitted my first TMA for Strategy. HORRAY!!!!Somemore one day in advance wor...
Cos they last minute extended the dateline.... -_-"
But well since I am almost done, may as well stick to the original dateline and submit.
Productivity for this project has been terrible.
I think I spent 5 full days in total on this proj..
Of which 2 days I was away from work due to MC-giddiness and as per doc's words, Vertigo.
Dr Yong says I should go dating at parks and beach.. -__-"
Think the only link was overwork..facing too much radiation.. blah blah.. cant really recall wat he said.
And becos of this project, I didnt managed to go Batam for Grandma's bday celebration.
The problem lies with the travelling time... If were to go, it will be at least 2 days wasted.
Feel kinda guilty... =(
But I managed to go for Ah boy's Kai Kai's full mth celebration, which was on friday evening- 08/08/08- same day as Olympic's Opening. (Btw, I like the swimming and weight-lifting segments).
And I finally carried Kai Kai!! =)
But I wasnt as good as dear... Kai Kai started moving a lot when I carry him.. hehe..
Lousy God-Ma...
Dear Kai Kai can really sleep... Seeing him awake was really difficult!!
Hope he will enjoy sleeping in the stroller we bought for him.
Cant wait for him to grow up a bit more.. I love toddlers!!
For now, I shall surf surf a bit and relax a bit.
=)
8/13/2008 01:01:00 pm
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Had my first 13 hrs lesson on sunday.By mid day I was wasted.
Imagine when we finally struggled from 830am to 1pm, the lecturer actually reminded us that its not even half the day~!!
Classmates were ok. In fact, quite a interesting grp we have.
Thanks to a couple of "more lively" peeps.
I seemed to meet a lot of "Alvins". 2 more in my class.. haha.
So there were like 13 of us (i think) and hopefully we can all survive thru this killer mod.
A few more mths to graduation!!! Ok lets shorten it a bit...
3-4 mths to graduation and NO MORE EXAMS N PROJECTS!!!
that is if I can pass...
I am supposed to do my proj rite now..
But I cant concentrate...
Instead here I am blogging..
Work was terrible.. My port seems to be selling retail notes like handling out free gifts.
Most of my colleagues port doesnt seem to be as much. Not a pleasant feeling...
Feeling overworked.. =(
But luckily these 2 days Allan and WernMing has been helping me..
I wonder if I will go crazy one of these days...
My eyes got to look up and down so much and so fast I feel sick and breathless..
And to make it worse, I have been feeling dizzy of late.
Not to the extent of whole room rotating..
More of cant walk straight and cant make sharp turns like tt.
And last week, my legs nearly gave way twice or thrice..
Been imagining.. If I were to faint one day, what will be the cause and where will I wake up to find myself at. Okok.. think too much.. as usual..
Let me strike TOTO bah!!!
8/05/2008 10:40:00 pm
