Tuesday, January 12, 2010

first post of 2010 and it shall be one of frustration and ranting.
i am not happy with my current job.
i dun like the job scope and i dun like the fact that i am staying becos of the $.
within these 4 mths, i lost 4 kg.
and if u are my family members, i plead that u dun tell my parents.
they will kill me before all the stress kills me.
initially i tot its nice losing weight.
but i changed my mind when i started realising that i am losing 1 kg per mth.
shit.
perhaps its all the stress. from house to rom to new job.
but definitely most of it is from the job.
pay is good but i dun feel happy.
maybe i am just not suited for it.
or maybe the job just doesnt suit anyone.
went for a course today. seems like i am not the only one ranting abt this post.
but of cos there are some who can tahan and remained standing.
i am just one of the many whom cant tahan.
seeing the pimples on my face add further stress.
how am i to be a beautiful bride?
mum just called.
she asked if i want to drink chicken essence.
i got very worked up.
cos i am not losing weight cos i am not eating!
fine, i skip my lunch.
but so what? I am eating my other meals!
and i didnt purposely skip em. i dun have the time! i dun feel like eating! i dun wana force myself to eat!
and i definitely dun wan em to blame my dear for it. not that they are. but i dun wan it to happen!
i am so stressed up and upset and angry! not at mum. not at anyone. just myself! for i cant decide on wat i want!
if i were to quit, finances will be tight!
but if i were to continue, life aint happy.
i dun wan to get married and feel worried abt job undone at work.
i dun wan to go on a honeymoon and think abt work.
damn. i dun even know if i have time to go on a honeymoon.
someone enlighten me.
someone give me a job.
damn.

and i warn u. dun tell my parents. dun tell my aunts. i just want to vent my frustration here.
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Loves: family, dear, friends, meow mee, bebe, bebe no.2, dumbo, puppies, a good read, sleep, kites, rainbows, watermelon, good hair days, non-pms days, good skin (haiz), good coffee, tissues, peace, romantic comedies, blog-hopping, nice nails, good company, shopping, pple-watching, massages, scalding hot soup, dad's western soup, mum's chinese soup, dear's hugzzz ^-^

Hates: Lizards, flying bugs, irresponsibility, backstabbers, pple who cant keep their hands to themselves, sorethroats, ibs, bad hair days, bad skin, fats, pimples, thunderstorms, rain when I am outside, the fear of falling/slipping down, back pain, dirt, mud!!, my nervousness, red/green pepper, ladys fingers, moronic imbeciles (pple I define under this category haha~)

Wishlist: More clothes, More shoes, pass for my exams/projs/assignments, a better paying and fun job, a trip to Taiwan with dear, love ones to be happy & healthy, new Watch!!!, home makeover!

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