Sunday, January 20, 2008
Deliberately hiding things from me.Found out.
Throughly upset.
Anguish.
You hurt me.
Its not just the "things".
Its the "deliberate" action.
What else?
Labels: Sad
1/20/2008 12:54:00 am
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
There's something wrong with my blogger layout... the icons are everywhere... duno if this post will be successfully posted not.. but i dun care.. I wana blog...Yesterday was my finance paper... Yeah finalli ended..
I have never been so so so confident for my exams before..
So confident I will definitely fail.
I tot it is supposed to be set in English?
How come it seems to be a french paper????
How come I cant seem to apply wat I studied for the past 6 days into the paper????
Time seemed to be so wasted...
I have never failed an exam before..
This might be the first one...
Haiz...
$$$$$...Time....
Sian...
Dragged dear to mcdonald yesterday night, after the crazy paper.
It was so crazy i smiled my way through...
I think the lecturer might have seen me smiling...
Thought no. 1: Paper so easy, this gal seems so happi!
Thought no 2: Paper so tough... its gona be a mental case!
I belong to thought no. 2.
Ok aniway back to mcdonald..
Ate mcwings.. yucks..
And had hot fudge.. lovely.. this calms me down quite a lot...
Had no appetite to eat any dinner before the paper... Only a sandwich and it tasted erxin...
Everything tasted erxin since 2 days ago...
I actualli had diarrhoea... well, thats a norm hor?
But I definitely hated that day where I went to the toilet ard 6 times?? Its like studying half way and suddenly, MUST go! Sian.
I hate my tummy.
I hate exams.
I hate finance.
My fren called unisim this morning to find out more abt the resit stuff... november 13...
Must score at least 15 marks for this exam, then can apply for this resit and no need to retake whole course and redo the proj and quizzes... 15 marks... haiz.. duno if can get 15 marks not...
I feel so demoralised.. Still got HR paper on next wed...
I shall not touch any papers today...
I feel reallllli exhausted..disappointed..upset...angry.. watever...
Shall see if I got the mood to go AMK and sell my UT.. Uncle Jovan says I gained le...
Profit.. profit margin.. haiz.. finance..
Wah Kao!
Instead of burying myself in the books... From morning to nite... , I could haf jus dun study.......
Labels: Sad
5/16/2007 12:33:00 pm
Saturday, March 03, 2007
3rd update for today.Damn bo liao.
i have mixed feelings now.
sad. i wana cry.
frustrated. i wana bang wall.
angry. i wana jump.
remorseful. i wana cry.
pek chek. i wana cry.
....
i think i realli wana cry.
jus to make myself feel better.
i would haf called dear.
but he is busy with sch work.
jia you dear...
how i wish i can go fly a kite now...
then i will fly it high..
then the wind will tug at it..
then i will just release more string.
then the kite will fly higher...
until my string finishes..
and away it will fly...
higher.. dancing in the sky..
sian. i realli feel veri sad now..
someone cheer me up?
if only i have a cat.
sigh...
Labels: Sad
3/03/2007 09:54:00 pm
I tot today was a wonderful day.. but turns out its one of the worst.
I was jus sayin the truth but she took it so badly.
Last time she was the one telling me to be nice to them.
Now I am telling her.
Is it her?
Or is it me?
I dun get it.
I didnt wanted to say it out.
But I tot today was a good chance.
Turns out its such a wrong decision.
From now on, I decided.
I shall not interfere.
I shall not hear.
shall not see.
shall not say or comment.
I am going to be bo chup again.
Labels: Sad
3/03/2007 09:37:00 pm
